Revisiting Something New

[2_libras]

Title: Revisiting Something New
Author: 2_libras
Fandom: RPS
Pairing/Character: Matt Bomer/Zachary Quinto/Sendhil Ramamurthy/Simon Halls
Rating: NC-17
Summary: At a party at Matt and Simon's new house, Zachary brings his old friend, and new boyfriend Sendhil as a date. Bringing a date to the party of a lover and their partner should be awkward, but it doesn't take long for them to settle in and realize how easily things can change when you let them.

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Zach could hear people as he walked up to Matt's new house. It was in a nice area, but that didn't stop Matt from knowing how to throw a decent party. He glanced over at his date. "Sendhil, you might know more people here then I do since you guys work for the same people now. Don't be afraid to introduce me." He smiled. "And remember, Simon knows most of these people well enough to let them know he and Matt are together, so we're safe."

Inside the gated yard Simon was carrying out more beers for the cooler, and smiled at a few people as he walked over to put them in. He glanced over at the grill where Matt stood. "If you turn away from that thing it won't explode you know. There's a party full of people here to visit with. I can watch the steaks for a few minutes if you want to go say hi."

"I won't," Sendhil smiled. He wasn't exactly nervous about being with Zach but it did help to be reassured. "You know, considering Simon and Matt have been together for... three years? I guess we're not exactly going to be a shock to many." He linked his fingers in Zach's. "I'm not nervous. I was more nervous when we told Joe."

Matt laughed. "I know, but I want to make sure the first batch cooks properly, because the flavour will go to the next one. I promise to network once the first batch is on the tray. You know I can't resist you...."

Zach smiled. "Yeah well, Joe can be imposing when he wants to be. And he's my brother. I knew he'd like you just fine though. He's easy to get along with as long as you're open minded." Zach squeezed his hand lightly. "You'll be fine here too. Matt's as safe as they come, and if Simon puts up with me, then you're more then fine."

"Just want to make sure you get to relax. You're finally done filming and you still seem wound up." Simon stood and walked over to eye the other man closer. "You need to relax."

"You're not wrong, and I know he's kind of taken on a little of the father role in your life," Sendhil said. "I know," he nodded. "Well, you can be hard to put up with when you get your bratty moods on," he teased as they walked in.

"I will," Matt said. "I'm just kind of... yeah, wound up. I guess it's that Zach's coming with someone. I don't feel... jealous, but it's odd. To me. He's never had anyone serious..."

Zach nodded, letting Sendhil lead the way a bit so they'd go at his comfort pace. "You haven't seen me bratty yet." He joked.

"Speak of the Devil." Simon nodded toward the gate as the other men let themselves in. "Do you want me to go greet them? Need a minute?"

"Oh god, really?" Sendhil asked. "I'm not sure I can handle you bratty, then." He was teasing, mostly. He looked around. "They have a great place, don't they?"

"Thanks," Matt said. "I do, and I'll be over in a moment, I promise. Just... yeah. Let me have a moment."

Zach nodded. "Beautiful. Not far from my place either so its easy to visit them."

Simon squeezed Matts shoulder lightly. "Let me know if you need anything else babe. You know I will help as much as I can." He smiled, moving over to meet up with the new arrivals. "Look at what the cat dragged in." He smiled.

"Which will be good," Sendhil said before turning to shake hands with Simon. "Good to see you," he smiled. He hadn't talked a lot with Simon but he'd enjoyed the times he had. "For you," he gave him the bottle of wine that he carried.

Matt turned steaks and brushed marinade over them. He wasn't even sure what his odd feelings were at this point. He just knew he had to get them under control soon, so he could joke with Zach like he usually did.

Zach smiled at Simon, his eyes moving to Matt on the grill. Matt who was acting like marinading was rocket science. "Food smells good, and the house is amazing." He brought his eyes back to Simon.

Simon took the wine and smiled. "Thanks, I will stash it for some night Matt's not home and I need a warm up." Simon looked at Zach. "It is a beautiful place isn't it?" He asked. "We'll give you the tour of the house once there isn't so many people here. I'd rather not have to do the same for everyone."

"Are there many nights he's not home?" Sendhil asked, out of curiosity. He nodded. "it's gorgeous. I'd love to see more, but I understand you not wanting to take everyone over it, too." He was pleased to be included in those who would be, though.

Matt took a few deep breaths and turned away from the grill after grabbing someone to keep an eye on it. He went over to Zach with arms outstretched. "Finally made it, all we had to do was have a party," he teased.

Zach grinned and pulled Matt into a tight hug. "You know me man, serve free food and I am there." He pulled back, ruffling Matts hair lightly. "Great place. We're almost neighbors."

"Not many, but the show films in New York, so when he's filming there's a lot more. Comes in waves really." Simon shrugged. "Luckily I have my work to distract me, and his number on speed dial for when I need more then that."

"We both left Simon for New York," Matt said with a smile. "You too, really," he said to Sendhil. "Even if you didn't leave him per se."

"I know, we all left Hollywood for New York, and god help me, I think I miss it. Especially those grey mornings when it seems like the sun's disappeared," Sendhil replied.

"New York has its appeal. The nightlife there is amazing, and its way easier to disappear there." Zach smiled. "Less paparazzi for the most part too."

"I think LA will always be where I want to live honestly. It feels more like home then anywhere else I have been." Simon smiled at Matt then. "Though I would take anywhere with the right company involved."

"You're right on that," Matt agreed with Zach. "Though I wonder if the fans make up for that," he teased. "Still, wouldn't change a bit and as long as you were with me, I'd live on the moon," he said to Simon.

"Likewise," Sendhil murmured to Zach. They weren't at the stage Simon and Matt were, but they were at a good stage, and Sendhil liked that notion a lot.

Zach smiled at Matt and slipped an arm around Sendhil slightly, not wanting to make him uncomfortable but needing to feel more of the other man then holding hands would do. "The fans back off if you ask them the right way. Pap's don't do that."

Simon leaned in and kissed Matt softly. "I know hon, and ditto. Let's go find you fellas a seat." He smiled at the other couple.

It was good for Sendhil. "Point," he nodded. "The ones who understand we have a life. Some don't, and they're the ones I'd like to ignore, but... well, you don't know if you've just caught them on a bad day."

"This is true," Matt agreed. "There's some great places to sit and some more..." a subtle glance at Zach, "private areas if the noise gets too much."

Zach nodded. "One of the problems with celebrity is that you can't stop who likes you." He smiled slightly at Matt and gave him a small nod.

"Maybe sit out here with us for a few minutes before the foods done, and more private for eating?" Simon offered. "I think we need more sodas, actually. I just brought out more beer."

"Sounds good," Matt agreed, smiling back at Zach and feeling a little less off balance. "I should check the grill, though."

Sendhil went with Zach, not really comfortable being right out there without him yet.

Zach led Sendhil over to a pair of lounge chairs, settling into on. "Here sounds good. We can catch a few rays while we're here."

Simon made sure they settled and glanced at Matt. "You want to get the soda or should I? You seem like you might need a minute."

"Sun's nice," Sendhil said. He glanced at Matt too. He wondered what the other man was so jumpy about, he could see it too.

"I'll get them," Matt said, smiling. "I can check the steaks out and get them from the cooler over there. Two birds, one stone," he said, giving Simon's ass a squeeze.

Zach eyed that exchange carefully, watching the way Matt touched Simon and debating if he should be happy or jealous. He reached over and set a hand on Sendhils arm. "You want anything babe? Beer, soda, mixed drink."

"We have a minibar in the sun room so if you want liquor its not a far walk." Simon smiled at Matt as he spoke. "Grab glasses too babe, okay?"

"I'll take a vodka and orange juice, please," Sendhil smiled. "Thanks. You know how I like things."

"I might take a beer," Matt said. "Come on, Zach, I'll show you." He bit his lip to keep from replying to Sendhil's remark.

Zach smiled at Sendhil and stood, not questioning why Matt was asking him along, but thankful to get a moment alone with him.

"The good liquor is in the back of the minibar. Try to keep it hidden." Simon smiled. "I just want a beer if you would."

"You know me, I'm used to it rough or smooth," Sendhil grinned at Zach. "But if you can, the good stuff, please."

Matt actually laughed, even though he got the second meaning. It was funny. "Come on," he said to Zach. "We have men to please," he teased.

Zach winked at Sendhil, "Don't I know it. I'll make sure to make it extra stiff for you.". He shot over his shoulder as he let Matt lead him away.

"You guys are bad." Simon laughed, stealing Zachs seat for the time being.

"Oh believe me, that's mild compared to Zach when he has a few, but I'm probably telling you something you already know," Sendhil smiled. "I know you and Matt have known Zach a long time."

Matt let the laugh out as he and Zach headed into the sun room. "God, you two, it's great to see you, but you'll have to be a little more careful if you don't want to out yourselves completely..."

Zach studied Matt for a moment. "I know, its just really nice to have a place where we can be us. And I honestly don't know if that would be a bad thing. I really like him and I know hiding kills him. Not that he wants to be out any more then I do, but its not the easiest thing in the world to live with." He glanced at Matt. "I missed you."

"That we have. And let me just say right now, I have never seen him this happy." Simon smiled. "That's all you, and I feel like I should thank you for it."

"I know what you mean," Matt nodded, smiling. "I hope we can give this to each other... somewhere we can be ourselves. I love that idea, actually." He nodded, taking a quick breath. "I've missed you, too... you'd think we'd get to see each other more when we were in the same city."

"I'm glad to know that," Sendhil smiled. "God knows there are issues, you're probably as familiar with them as we are, even though you're out, there's still Matt to consider."

Zach nodded, waiting til they were out of sight of the others to pull Matt into another tight hug. "You look like you need this. It upsets me the way you look at me... is it because I brought someone?" He said quietly, in case someone was close enough to hear.

"Its hard, finding that balance between lying to the public and lying about who you are. Matt and I aren't horribly affectionate luckily, at least not PDA wise, but I couldn't imagine someone closeted who's the type to need constant affection." Simon shook his head. "Known a few who got bitter because of that, and others who just lost touch with themselves."

"You know me too well," Matt sighed, resting his head against Zach's shoulder. "I'm not... I'm happy for you and Sendhil, he's a great guy, but I feel like... like something's changed and I don't know how to act around you, and I keep telling myself what an idiot I'm being, why should it be any different and then I start wondering if this is how you felt when I started seeing Simon and..." he trailed off. "I'm being an idiot," he repeated.

"I know, and I hope Zach and I can stay on the same page. So far, so good, and the rest is up to fate," Sendhil said. "I think we're lucky, we can wait, and we've also made a kind of code, so we can be affectionate without it being something the world will pick up on, too."

Zach sighed softly, burying his face in Matts shoulder. "I know it hurts, and it did some when you were first with Simon. I felt so selfish. I loved that you were happy, but I was terrified that you'd have no place for me anymore. Never thought it was all about sex, just thought maybe it would be too weird." He pulled back and studied Matts face. "Its not weird though, and you're still one of the greatest guys I know. Only now you come with Simon attached, which is only a good thing really."

"That helps. They say couples speak their own language, and I think that's true. I'm glad Zach found you." Simon smiled. "He needs someone who cares about him around more then we can be. He gets in his sulky moods."

"I'm sorry it hurt you," Matt said softly. "I know what you mean. And that's it... and I know that it didn't change for us, exactly but I don't know." He smiled. "Simon and the kids and I am so happy," he said. He knew Zach knew that but somehow it felt like now was a good time to reaffirm it. "You know your place..." and then it hit him. "But right now, I don't know mine with you and that's it... oh god, baby, I've been trying to figure it out for days," he said, relieved to have it finally fitting.

"It does," Sendhil agreed. "I'm glad too... to be honest I think it's been kind of there since we first knew each other but we were wary of dating co-stars, which I don't think is a bad way to be." He looked over at Simon. "I know he trusts you two and Joe more than anyone, though, and I know that if he ever needs you, he can call you."

Zach smiled gently. "Your place is wherever you want it to be. You've got real estate in my life, and I won't stop you from claiming it." He bit his lip. "You never have to worry about not having a place with me."

"He can, and I will do everything in my power to make sure both of you are safe. No one should have to live afraid." He smiled at Sendhil. "And luckily I have a lot of connections who can make shit disappear."

"You are amazing and I love you," Matt said softly. "I'm just a little scared. Someone else is in the equation and I don't know where he fits with me, either... but I guess I have to ask him that, don't I? When we can."

"Thanks," Sendhil said. He looked over at Simon. "I know... well, I know about Zach and you and Matt and... I know," he said. "It's hard for me to put this into words. But before Zach and I started... well, a little after but he said he wanted it to be soon enough that I could get out if I wanted, but he doesn't know that I was already so deep in nothing would have got me out. Anyway," he shook his head, laughing a little at himself. "I know and I'm... well, I'm still figuring it out but I'm still here."

"Yes, and I know he really likes you. He was very excited about coming over here for this. He compared it to family." Zach smiled. "And I think he's taken to Simon."

"One step at a time is a start. It just takes a lot of work to get through. And if you need to talk I am almost always an open ear." Simon smiled. "Most of my clients have me on speed dial."

"I think so too," Matt said. "Maybe it's that they're in similar positions with us?" he suggested. "It doesn't really matter, I'm just glad they get along, truly."

Sendhil nodded. "I know and thank you. I will be calling on you, I'm absolutely sure. After all, you must have been here, too, when you and Matt started."

"We are very lucky their not jealous types. Me especially since I must have eye raped you the minute I saw you and I know Simon noticed." Zach smiled.

"We both were. Neither one of us was looking when we found one another but we couldn't let go once we did." He smiled slightly. "Sometimes love sneaks up on you."

"We are," Matt said. "Sendhil isn't? It surprises me a little." He pressed a kiss to Zach's forehead. "Even though they're not jealous, should we start heading out soon?"

"I know... it really can," Sendhil said. "You just know when it's right." He smiled over at Simon. "And sometimes it comes with more than one person to care for..."

"He knows how much you mean to me, he knows we have history. God your lips are a tease, I miss the taste of them." Zach sighed.

"Sometimes the people who come with are bonuses." Simon grinned back. "You certainly are."

"We need to find some time, soon," Matt said. "I know we keep saying that but god, I miss the feel of you in my arms."

"Stop it, I was about to say that about you," Sendhil said. "I mean it, too. You seem so together, with everything. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever really grow up."

"I... god I know. I need to reassure Sendhil, make sure he's not threatened. He says he's not but that could change. I miss kissing you so much." Zach grazed his lips along Matts jaw.

"I am only this together because I have people to take care of and worry about. Left to my own devices I am a wreck." Simon chuckled. "I thrive on being needed."

"I know," Matt sighed. "I know... and god, yes, we need to get him as comfortable with this as we all are," Matt agreed. "It can't work if he isn't."

"I kind of felt that about you," Sendhil nodded. "That's probably why you're in the job you are - got to be a lot of people needing you there and of course there's Matt and the kids and don't tell me you haven't helped Zach keep it together some. Hell, you're helping me right now," he said.

Zach pressed his lips to Matts with a sigh, his hand slipping up into Matts hair. He broke the kiss and sighed. "We should get back out there before I don't give myself a chance to talk to him."

"I have helped Zach, he has my phone number too. Got a few of the nastier websites off his back about his sexuality back when he was having a little fling with someone and the guy had a big mouth." Simon smiled. "It was all compliments but it was stuff he didn't want spread regardless."

"We really should because I'm already thinking of excuses to give Simon if we're much longer," Matt admitted, but he took a moment longer for the kiss anyway, he needed that for himself.

"Idiot," Sendhil shook his head. "Also why he was a fling." He smiled. "So... I know about Matt and Zach... is there someone in your life like that or do you just... so to speak, play the field?"

Zach smiled into the kiss. "Keep that up they'll hear our excuse, along with everyone else."

"I have had a few steady people here and there. They never last long once they realize they won't be able to push Matt out, or go off to work on their own stuff. I keep in contact with a few, if things are left well I don't cut ties." Simon grinned mischievously. "A couple of pretty well known actors are still friends of mine, but I don't kiss and tell."

"No more," Matt moved back. "Tempting as the idea is, and you know just how damn tempting. Now... vodka and orange juice for Sendhil, beer for Simon and me, and for you?" he asked, smiling.

Sendhil nodded. "I can see that. I've had a couple of one night stands, just felt the urge and knew I could, but nothing more serious yet. Not sure if I'm looking or not, really, and I can see those problems getting huge, even if you're really clear with yourself about them. It's got to be stressful even if you know what you're doing and I know I really don't."

"Tempting doesn't even start to describe. I will have a rum and coke." He smirked.

"I usually end up meeting guys through work, as horrible as that sounds. I met Matt that way though." He smiled.

"I'll do the mixed drinks, you get the beers, which are in the fridge," Matt said. "Okay?" He was already getting glasses and ice ready.

"Actually that makes sense," Sendhil said. "I must admit I've looked more than once at the guys and girls I work with, but again, too complicated, especially now."

"That's fine." Zach went to the fridge and pulled out two beers, returning a moment later. "They haven't come looking so they must be getting along well."

"Its also the easiest way to make sure no one can gain from outing the other. Its better that way, no risk of blackmail." Simon shrugged.

"I wonder how well?" Matt mused for a second. Then he realised what he'd said. "I never let myself do more than think on that a little but... do you ever wonder if they would...? And maybe deep down think it would be really hot to watch if they did?"

"That's a good point,' Sendhil nodded. "But I still have that thing about co-stars. I'd hate to be the cause of anyone losing a job, even inadvertently and there was someone on Heroes... then again Milo and Hayden managed okay but we decided they were the exception."

"It would be hot, have to say the thought has crossed my mind. Mostly because Simon's fucking hot." Zach smirked.

"That's a big risk for most people, not me so much but plenty of others in our industry. I lose a client I can find someone else fairly easily. Though I don't want too." Simon shrugged.

"I guess it is inevitable to think about it, but we can't do more than encourage anything that might spark, because it would be so good for all of us, they might think something is going on when it isn't, if that makes sense?" Matt said. "But well, we can encourage..."

Sendhil nodded. "I know what you mean. I'm just cautious about it, I guess. But so far there hasn't been anyone I've really wanted that way, Zach excepted, through work anyway."

Zach nodded. "Let them figure out if their interested in each other and if we see sparks give them a gentle push. I've never seen Sendhil with anyone else, it would be interesting."

"Being particular has its perks." Simon smiled. "And it makes a man lonely if it goes on for too long."

"Has he been with anyone else?" Matt asked, curious, pouring rum into Zach's glass. "I mean, unless you don't talk about it."

"I guess," Sendhil said. "I don't know if I want to look for anyone else but then I wonder if I don't find someone, will it make me weird in Zach's eyes."

"Not that I know of, not significantly anyway. I think there might have been a night or two where he went out looking for fun, but no one reaccuring or important enough to mention details of." Zach smiled. "We should head out with the drinks."

"I don't think so. Not everyone is built for the lifestyle we live. I don't think he'd be upset as long as you didn't start getting jealous of what he was doing." Simon smiled. "I think as long as you kept loving him he'd be happy."

"We should," Matt found a tray to put the drinks on. He put them on it and carried it out, Zach following behind him.

"I don't know if I am or not," Sendhil said. "But I wouldn't stop him spending time with you and Matt. I might feel different if he wanted anyone else..."

Zach let the other man lead, smiling a bit when he saw Sendhil talking to Simon, glad they were seemingly opening up to each other.

Simon jumped up, moving to meet Matt and offer help with the tray, "I wouldn't want you getting overburdened. I need you in pique condition." He grinned.

"A tray of drinks is hardly overburdening," Matt laughed, but he let Simon help anyway. He gave Sendhil his drink and a smile. "How are you doing?"

"Good," Sendhil said, smiling, glad to see that Matt was clearly past whatever his issue had been. He suspected what it was, a little, but didn't press.

"You'd be surprised." Simon took his own beer, settling it down on the table between them and offering Zach back his seat. Zach thanked him and sat down.

"You wanna go swimming Sendhil? We can eat the second round of steaks and get in the water a bit." Zach reached over and took the other mans hand for a moment, squeezing it gently.

"Mmm," Matt sat in Simon's lap, just for a little while. He wrapped an arm around him and rested his head on his shoulder.

"I'd like that," Sendhil said. He was wearing his suit under his clothes, so he just stood up and started stripping. Unconsciously he gave Zach a little show.

Zach smiled as he watched the other man undress, glancing at Matt for a moment before standing to take off his shirt as well. "Not trying to be rude, but I don't have a pool and I miss swimming."

"Go on, we don't mind. We like watching people enjoy our things." Simon smirked and tightened his grip on Matt some.

"We do," Matt smiled and settled back against Simon. "Go, have fun, we might even join you in a few minutes, if I can persuade Simon."

"Come on," Sendhil said, leading Zach by the hand to the pool. "I promise not to push you in," he teased as he stepped into the water.

Zach nodded, stepping in slowly himself and grinning. "I love swimming. Its one of the few things I do every time I go to the gym."

Simon looked up at Matt. "You were in there a minute, is everything okay?" He asked softly.

"I know, and we should think about getting a pool when we get a house, if we ever decide on which coast we want it on."

"It's good, Zach and I needed to talk, and we did, and it's all good and we need to find some time soon," Matt said. "Which I know we keep saying but it's a little more now."

"Sendhil seems like a good guy. If they ever want to stay here for a night so you two can have time I'm more then willing to keep him company. He needs friends who he can be himself around I think." Simon stroked Matt's back gently as he spoke.

"Well if we go East Coast then this becomes useless for part of the year. Unless we move south and then we've got hurricanes. Unless we get one indoors. But that kinda defeats the purpose don't you think?" Zach pondered out loud, in deep enough to be treading water as he spoke.

"He is," Matt said with a smile. "I would like that, and yes, he probably does. I think with the closet, even the glass one, it's something we need."

"We could get one indoors, heated," Sendhil suggested. "Glass roof - if we go East Coast we could see snow on the glass and outside."

Zach smiled at the thought. "That would be nice. And a beautiful view on the right day."

"And I'd like to get to know him better just in general. He seems so reserved, I think I want him to put the walls down around us." Simon thought out loud.

"Not that the view outside would ever compete with the view inside," Sendhil smiled and kissed Zach softly.

"I'm glad, and it would be good, he's a part of Zach's life which makes him a part of ours," Matt said. "I'd like that too... for him to be able to be as open with us as we are with Zach. I know a lot of it is time but wanting has to be a part of it too."

Simon studied the two men in the pool closely. "Their head over heels for each other, but I don't think either one knows how deep yet."

"You're incredibly sweet." Zach smiled at Sendhil, giving him a quick kiss back and reaching out to card his fingers through Sendhils hair. "You doing okay? Seems like you and Simon are hitting it off well, which is good."

"I've never seen Zach like this with anyone else, I think that's a part of why I felt so unbalanced, but yes, they are," Matt nodded. "I think Sendhil might be... well, he might be to Zach what you are to me."

"He's great," Sendhil smiled. "Has a really good head on his shoulders and he's a nice guy. I want to get to know him better."

"You should. I like the idea that you have someone other then just me to talk to about stuff. And if anyone can sympathise with my annoying habits its these two." Zach laughed.

"I was thinking the same thing. The way he looks when he looks at Zach. Its lovely." He smiled. "It always makes me happy to know those I care about are happy, but Zach espeically because he means so much to you."

"I bet," Sendhil laughed. "I bet Matt's got as many stories as Joe has," he said. "You know he told me the worst things already, Joe that is?"

"It is, and I like it too, Zach needs it in his life," Matt said. "I want it for him so badly... I almost pushed him where it wasn't right once because I wanted it for him."

"Well, it shows that you care. But he's a big boy and he can make his own choices." Simon smiled.

"I'm sure he has. He really enjoys making me horrifyingly embarassed. But that's a brothers job right?" Zach chuckled.

"I know," Matt nodded. "And he made a good one given his head anyway," he laughed softly.

"He does a good job anyway," Sendhil laughed. He moved in the water, coming up behind Zach and wrapping his arms around his waist.

Simon smiled. "They make a really attractive couple don't they?" He stroked the small of Matt's back.

"I love that you're this affectionate. Its nice to have the option really." Zach sagged into the other mans arms slightly.

"They do," Matt said. "I'd like to watch them sometime," he said. "I'd like to have you and Sendhil watch Zach and I, too..." he might have been thinking more could be possible too.

"It is," Sendhil nodded. "I love touching you... so much. I wouldn't ever ask for more but this is wonderful, having this."

"I'd be more then slightly interested. If they end up crashing here tonight we could always leave the door open and see if anyone comes to investigate." Simon smirked slightly.

"When we get our pool I want to make a tradition of having sex in it. I never have and thinking about it now, I think it would be amazing." He set his head back and kissed Sendhils cheek.

"I'll do my best to persuade them," Matt said, knowing that all he'd need to do would be to flutter his eyelashes in Zach's direction, especially if maybe they could find a few hours to themselves too. Not that he would ask it of Sendhil but... well... if they were already there.

"I love that idea," Sendhil smiled. "I would love it. I also want us to have sex in every room of our house. But then you probably knew that..." he teased.

Simon smiled at the thought, leaning in to whisper in Matt's ear. "Even if they don't come to investigate, they'll still hear us and that's hot enough on its own. Maybe they'll even give us some competition."

"Oh I'd expect no less. The idea of you bending me over the kitchen sink its really hot." He smiled

"It is so hot enough on its own," Matt nodded. "They'll be hot to hear too... imagine it, turning us on even more..."

"Was thinking the bathroom one with a big mirror so we could watch each other, but the kitchen's good too," Sendhil murmured.

"Very sexy to think that we'd be getting off on each other without acknowledging it." Simon nipped at Matts shoulder lightly. "We should probably stop this train of thought before I give the whole party a show..." He laughed softly.

"Oh there too. I like the idea of knowing that people could see, as much as I hate to admit that." Zach laughed. "I'm like this and I haven't even drank. Imagine me after a few." He joked.

"It's hot," Matt nodded, and he laughed too. "We'll keep that thought for when we're alone... at least more alone than we are now." He could feel Simon's cock under him, half-hard, but he knew how to stay still enough that he wouldn't stimulate him.

"You are a dirty exhibitionist, aren't you, Zachary," Sendhil teased. "I bet you'd like me to watch you with Matt. Well, you want to know something? I wouldn't be against the notion."

"Definitely. Save that thought and we'll take it out on each other later." Simon let out a slow breath, trying to calm himself some.

"I would... you'd be okay with that?" Zach asked. "I never thought, I didn't want to rub that in your face so I always assumed I should keep it out of sight."

"You know I will," Matt smiled. "I suppose I should go mingle some? Can't really monopolise each other all night, much as it would be fun to do."

"I would, watching him be so awkward earlier made me want to see him... not awkward and I know you and he are special to each other... it just seems right," Sendhil shrugged.

Simon nodded. "Go on. I need cool down time before I stand up anyway. Go tend to your steaks and charm some folks."

"I can probably arrange it. I mean, it just seems like such a hot idea. I'm sure Simon wouldn't mind. Hell he'd probably want to be involved. He's just as much a kinky bastard as Matt is." Zach laughed softly.

"I can tell," Matt teased, and kissed Simon's cheek before heading back to the grill. There were new steaks on it and he didn't pay as much attention to those of earlier, he glanced over at Sendhil and Zach. He had the feeling a lot more might happen tonight.

"Is he really?" Sendhil raised an eyebrow. "Do you find me a kinky bastard too?" he asked.

Simon scanned the party, trying to cool himself down from the vivid mental images. He caught himself watching Matt look at the other two men and shifted, knowing the thoughts that were probably going through Matts head looking at the other two men.

"You have the potential to be. I think we have a lot of learning to do with it though." He turned in Sendhils arms and grinned. "Hopefully things you want to share with me. Like this. Watching someone fuck isn't exactly unkinky you know."

Matt wasn't actually thinking kinky things, though he wondered if Zach might taste good with the marinade but he wondered that about Zach and Simon with almost everything he tasted that he hadn't tried or had refused to try. He was thinking what a wonderful thing it was to see.

"I want to explore, I know it's something you need and I would like to be able to share it. It interests me on its own but if I weren't with you I probably wouldn't want to explore, if that makes sense," Sendhil said, stroking a hand over Zach's skin.

Simon took a swallow of his beer, standing then, and moving to mingle with some people near bye. He figured distraction would be a good idea.

"Something like, watching a video on it out of curiosity but never going out and doing the act?" Zach offered, smiling at the other man.

Matt could see Simon moving around and he served some of the guests steaks, smiling and laughing with them.

"Something like that," Sendhil nodded. "You make me want to find out more, though...."

Simon moved to the edge of the pool and knelt down. "Either of you two like a steak? I'm taking orders." He grinned.

"I'm fine for the moment. Steak might be too heavy for my stomach right now." Zach smiled at Sendhil. "Someones making it flip flop on me."

"I think I saw burgers on there too," Sendhil said. "Maybe that would work for you. I'll take a steak," he said. "We should get out, huh?" to Zach.

Matt heard the conversation. "I've got some lighter stuff if you want it, Zach," he smiled.

"Burger will work. You need to get up your energy." He teased Sendhil, pulling himself up on the edge of the pool and lifting his butt to sit on the edge.

"I'll grab you guys towels." Simon smiled, grabbing two and coming back. "I don't want any good parts freezing off of either of you."

"Thank you," Sendhil said. "I didn't realise it was so cold until I got wet." He couldn't resist. "Maybe you'd have to warm up our good parts..."

Matt blinked and grinned. "He's really good at that, too."

Simon laughed, draping a towel over Zachs shoulders and offering a hand to Sendhil. "Need help out of the water?"

"Thanks." He smiled up at Simon, mopping his skin with towel and stifling a laugh at how flirty the other man was being.

"I'll take it, needed or not," Sendhil said. "You feel warm," he said, "or I'm colder than I think I am." He dried himself quickly and found his clothes.

Matt served up Sendhil and Zach's food and brought their plates over. He also got himself and Simon some so they could all eat.

A few hours later they'd moved into the living room. The night air having a touch too much of a chill to it forcing them inside. The windows stood open though, to bring in fresh air. Simon stood to let the last of the guests out, shooting Matt a wink as he moved to the front door.

Zach sat on the carpet, his legs stretched out in front of him sipping a beer happily. "This is nice, I missed just hanging out with you guys." He smiled at Matt, moving the hand that wasn't holding his beer over to Sendhils leg.

"I'm really enjoying it too, it's more... well, I feel like a part of things," Sendhil said. "I'm not sure I did completely before, but now I do," he smiled.

"We want you to be a part of the family, if that's not being too fast," Matt said.

Simon returned and nodded. "We do. You feel like you fit here, and you make Zach happy which is a fucking chore." He joked. "Anyone who does that we want to keep close to us."

"Cause god knows you're so low maintainance." Zach smirked at Simon. "You're a bigger queen then I am any day."

"It is not a chore to make Zach happy," Sendhil said. "And he's right, at least from what I know. But I like you both a lot."

"The feeling is absolutely mutual," Matt said, settling beside Simon and running his fingers through his hair.

Simon sighed into the touch, letting it guide his head back. "I'm particular, I'm not a queen." He laughed softly. "A queen would've kicked your ass for the number of times you tracked mud in at the old apartment."

"Valid point." Zach looked over Simon, then over at Sendhil for a moment. "You guys know how to throw a good party." He drug his fingers up and down Sendhils leg, moving inward slowly, knowing it would tickle the other mans inner thigh.

"This is true," Matt agreed. "God knows I am not good at it and neither is Zach."

"Oh, I beg to differ," Sendhil said, laughing. "Zach is extremely good at it, and considering the two of you learned a lot together, I have to presume you are good at it too, Matt."

"Oh he's good at it. That's a promise." Simon smirked. "I know because I want it every chance I can get it."

"That's me showing him how to be good at it." Zach winked at Simon. "I've taught him my skills."

"Good to know," Sendhil smiled. "I like to know that Zach's getting what he needs, and that doesn't surprise me either..."

"Zach always gets what he needs, with you and with us," Matt answered. "What's the point otherwise?"

"Oh I have more then enough to meet my needs, I am just too greedy to give anything up." He smiled at Matt.

Simon glanced at Sendhil. "Are you satisfied? I know the sex is probably amazing, but could you handle more if you had the chance?"

"I'm glad you don't want to give it up," Matt smiled. "I'm glad you don't have to as well." He was curious to hear Sendhil's answer as well.

"I'm definitely interested in exploring with the right people," Sendhil said. "As I said earlier, it's more a matter of finding the right people..."

Zach nodded, listening carefully to what Sendhil said. He didn't want to push anything so he didn't point out that the other couple were probably the best people they knew for the job.

"And if you had the chance, what would be the first thing you'd want to try?" Simon was asking because he was genuinely curious, not only because he thought the other man was attractive either.

Matt, though, couldn't help glancing over at Sendhil and Simon and he actually bit his lip rather than say anything right then, because he might say too much if he did.

Sendhil thought about it. "Something... I haven't done with Zach. Not because I don't want to try it with him, but if things don't go right, I'd like the chance to be able to try it with him later and make it better. Probably something like being tied up - he prefers when I do that to him, generally."

Zach smiled at Matt. "I am fairly sure that these two know how much I like that. The idea of someone else doing that to you is hot though." He squeezed Sendhils thigh lightly.

"It really is a very sexy thought. Not only giving in like that to them, but for the first time." Simon smiled and glanced at Matt.

"I thought they would," Sendhil stroked Zach's side and kissed him. "You'd like to watch, I imagine? I could get into that as well..."

Matt grinned. "I think that would be really hot to see, and I agree, Zach loves to be tied down. I love to do it and ride him, which I know he loves too... have you two done that?"

"Yes," Sendhil said, shifting slightly as the memory caused heat to flash through him. "Very hot."

"I love that. Its so hot to know you're using me like I'm a sex toy." Zach grinned and pushed a hand through Sendhils hair playfully. "Even if there is more too it, that little bit of being used makes it that much hotter."

"You're interested in watching hmm?" Simon smiled. "I am too actually. I've never gotten a chance to see Matt with someone else. I've heard it plenty, because these two don't have a mute button. But I never got a live show of it." Simon glanced at Matt with a smile.

"I know," Sendhil said. "It's dirty and hot and you like it because there's a whore in you and he loves it," he smiled. "I know, Zach."

Matt swallowed. "Yeah, we don't have a mute button but you like it," he said to Simon. "You always say. I'm surprised we never asked you to watch."

"A whore in me, huh? I'll show you that whore later." He pulled Sendhils hair lightly before letting it go.

"I'm surprised too honestly. I think you like having me riled up to ravage you after Zach leaves. I know you like it when you're still sore and I take you." Simon watched the other two for a moment before looking at Matt. "Why don't you go give Zach a kiss?"

"How about right now then?" Sendhil asked, hearing Simon's words. He was surprised how comfortable it felt with Simon and Matt, perhaps, he thought, it was that he already knew about Matt and Zach and he and Simon were really pretty much in the same position.

"I'd love to," but Matt kissed Simon first, deeply, and whispered into his ear, "if we can make this work, you might just get that long awaited show right now..."

Simon grinned at the thought. "Sendhil, come over here with me. Lets give them a bit of space in case their kissing gets out of hand."

Zach nodded at Sendhil. "I'll make you proud baby." He winked at Sendhil and held out a hand to Matt. "Come here."

"I know you will," Sendhil kissed Zach before letting him up and then standing, going over to join Simon. He smiled at Matt on the way past.

"As you wish," Matt smiled and took Zach's hand. He pulled him close and kissed him, deeply, like the kiss earlier hadn't happened, like it was the first time they had kissed in a long time.

Simon watched them closely, he smiled and looked at Sendhil. "They look amazing together don't they? I've seen them kiss plenty, but it never gets any less sexy."

Zach sighed into Matt's mouth, his hands going down to pull the other mans hips roughly against his own, letting him feel that the conversation had turned him on some.

"I don't think I've ever seen something that hot, except maybe the times we were in front of a mirror, but this is different, in a good way," Sendhil said.

Matt moved his hips, showing Zach that he wasn't the only one who was turned on, and gasping. "God... baby."

"I think we should let them put on that show for us. If you're interested. I don't have the heart to pull them away from each other now." Simon smiled at Sendhil. "And the idea of you two watching yourselves fuck is hot too."

"Please don't make us stop..." Zach murmured, slipping his mouth down to nip on Matt's neck some.

"I don't think I could do that," Sendhil said. "Stop them, I mean," he added as he realised that his words could be interpreted differently. "I think it was inevitable but I don't mind."

"They won't, keep going," Matt sighed. "Love your mouth so much..."

Simon smiled. "Oh I think I like the idea of watching you in action some time, I know its not what you meant but fuck did it bring up a pretty mental image."

"Fuck yes." Zach growled, his hand pushing inside Matt's shirt. "You always have. Wherever I wanted to put it you'd beg for it."

"I'd like that," Sendhil said. "I know it's probably weird, but I'd love that, as long as it was you. I feel comfortable with you and Matt."

Matt sighed. "You know I love to have your mouth on me. On my cock, kissing my ass, your tongue fucking me..."

Simon reached a hand out and set it on Sendhils thigh lightly. "You can come closer, if you want... I'll warn you though I'll probably end up giving you a show of my own if they keep talking like that."

"You know I love driving you crazy with it. Tying you down and nibbling and licking every inch of you except your cock till you're almost screaming for contact." Zach pushed a hand down the back of Matt's shorts, squeezing his ass.

Sendhil looked down at Simon's hand. "If I move closer, I might end up wanting to help you out. I'm thinking that wouldn't be a problem?"

"I love it, and my god, yes, I love when you do that, when you make me that crazy. You won't do that this time, will you?" Matt asked. "I don't think I could stand it..."

"Not a problem, no... though I'd rather you used more then just your hand... but only if you're okay with it." Simon let his eyes trail down the other mans body as he spoke.

"You're already so worked up you'd probably come without me touching you, so no... I won't. I'll save it for next time we have an audience." He smirked. "And then I'll make a fucking show of making you beg for it."

"I'm not saying no," Sendhil said, after thinking a moment. "I don't know how comfortable I'll be but... I guess you can handle that?"

"Fuck, yes, we should do that, because I think we might be getting an audience on a regular basis, at least I fucking hope so," Matt groaned.

"I won't push it, but I'm definitely not minding the idea. You let me know if you want more." Simon stroked the other mans thigh again.

"Fuck yes I do too. I want to bend you over and fuck you so you have to look them in the face while I'm pounding you. Maybe even have Simon pull your hair some and make you feel even dirtier." Zach ground their hips together with a grunt.

"Sounds good to me," Sendhil moved his fingers over Simon's and then up his arm, slowly.

"God, I love that idea, that would be so hot, maybe..." Matt groaned, thinking of Sendhil fucking Simon's cock into his mouth but not wanting to put it into words yet, just enough presence of mind not to involve the other man, even with words, until he was ready.

Simon smiled, letting his eyes move to rest back on the other men. "Their so hot for each other."

"It could become so much more if we let it." Zach murmured, dropping to his knees then, letting his eyes move over to look at Sendhil as he teased Matt's cock through the material.

"They're beautiful," Sendhil said, watching them too. "I'm so glad to get to see this... and to share it, with you, too." He moved closer, and let his head rest on Simon's shoulder, returning Zach's gaze.

"It could," Matt agreed, moaning. He would help Zach but he'd get his hands held off or something and that would make it harder for Zach. "More, baby, please," Matt whimpered.

Simon smiled at that, pressing a gentle kiss to the other mans temple. "I'm glad too, this is a first for both of us after all."

"Put your hands behind your back." Zach smiled up at the Matt. "I don't want you getting pushy."

"It is," Sendhil nodded. He leaned up and tentatively pressed his lips to Simon's. He liked it, he realised.

"Yes, Zach," Matt nodded, and he did. "I promise to keep begging, though, you know me."

Simon smiled against the other mans lips, pressing them together more firmly and pushing his hand up into Sendhils hair.

"I know Matt, you love begging to be molested." He smirked up at the other man, and pulled his belt open slowly. "And you know I love to tease."

Sendhil's hands moved over Simon's back, and he kissed him a little harder. He was still not sure how this had happened, but he also wasn't arguing.

"I know," Matt tried hard not to whine, he didn't think the tone had made it to his voice, or at least he hoped it hadn't. "I do want more..."

Simon broke the kiss for a moment and smiled at Sendhil. "You still okay?" He asked softly, his hand stroking down Sendhils chest.

"I know you do. You'll get more when I give it to you." Zach grinned wickedly up at him, unzipping his fly and pulling his cock out with the barest touch.

"I am," Sendhil said. He was surprised, but then he had felt comfortable with Simon all night. "I'm really okay... and I'm a little surprised. I don't think I would be okay if it was anyone else, though."

"Yes, Zach," Matt nodded, giving him a grin back. He groaned and wanted more of that touch, but knew asking would just lead to more teasing.

"Okay." Simon kissed him again, pulling their bodies as close as he could. "I'd ask you to get on my lap but I don't want you to miss the show." He murmured between kisses.

Zach pulled Matts pants down to below his knees. "Don't step out of these. consider them ankle cuffs for now. If you behave yourself I'll reward you." He smiled.

"Mmm," Sendhil smiled. "I would love more, but... can I ask for that later? I really want to watch them, but I do want more with you..."

Matt nodded. "I understand and that's hot... and you know I know how to behave..." Matt smiled.

"What if you sit on my lap facing them? You can feel my reaction then, I might even be able to jerk you off if you wanted it." Simon smirked as he spoke.

Zach slid a hand up Matt's inner thigh slowly before running it back down the other side. "You're so sexy." He grazed his fingers over the other mans cock gently.

"I could do that," Sendhil nodded. "You'd be able to see over my shoulder then..." He moved around. "I don't think I'd mind that either," he grinned.

"Oh fuck," Matt moaned. "That feels so amazing, just that light touch... you always feel so good."

"I didn't think you would. I bet grinding on my hard cock would be more then enough to rile you up." He growled softly.

"I know how to tease you, that's why." Zach smiled up at the other man. "You're so much fun when you're in a frenzy."

"Would you like me naked?" Sendhil asked, shivering a little. "I'd love to feel you naked and hard against me." This was happening, and he was embracing it.

"Practice makes perfect, huh?" Matt grinned. "You love undoing me completely, and I love when you do that."

Simon grunted softly at the thought. "Yeah... I would, I'd love to feel you skin to skin." He murmured.

"You turn into such a wanton whore when you're worked up." Zach leaned up, dragging his tongue along the other mans shaft.

"Would you like some help with your clothes too?" Sendhil asked. "Or would you prefer I just get naked fast?"

"Fuck yes, more of that, please, Zach, god, I need...." Matt begged. "Need more."

"Strip me... want to feel your hands taking my clothes off..." Simon pulled Sendhil into another kiss.

Zach grinned up at Matt. "Gonna give you just a little more. Take a look at those two while I do." He nodded toward the others before slowly taking Matt into his mouth.

Sendhil responded. "One request?" he asked as he moved back from it. "I want you to fuck me, so much. But I want the first time to be more about us, even if the others watch us... so not now, is that okay?" he asked, feeling the blood rush to his cheeks, he wasn't used to being so specific even with Zach.

"They are so beautiful," Matt moaned softly. "I want to watch them, like Sendhil said... god... wouldn't that be hot?" He knew Zach wouldn't answer quite yet but it would be okay.

Simon nodded. "That's more then okay. I could find a hundred ways to get off with you, none of them involving being inside you. I really enjoy the idea of my cock pressed against your ass as I jerk you off. For example. You're squirming from the pleasure would probably make me come."

Zach gave a happy moan, taking the other man down to the base as Matt spoke, giving approval the best way he knew how.

"God, I'd love you to mark me with your come," Sendhil's cock rose more as he thought about it, his hands working on Simon's shirt.

"I'll take that as a yes, and I think Simon's getting to Sendhil, not that it surprises me," Matt sighed. "You are both so good at finding buttons and mashing them."

Simon watched the other mans hands move for a moment. "You'll get that, all you have to do is ask." Simon resisted the urge to pick up one of Sendhils hands and suck on his fingers, not wanting to slow down the undressing process.

Zach pulled back, his eyes locked with Matts. "I think their getting to each other by the sound of Simon's voice. Sounds like how I hear him talk to you on the other side of the wall, when you're under him begging and I'm stuck in the next room jerking off."

"I can't wait until we know each other well enough," Sendhil knew he was being presumptuous but he figured that it wasn't a bad thing right now, "that this is faster. At the same time, I'm liking the discovery process a lot."

"I know they are, that is the exact voice and I'm pretty sure even though I've never heard it that Sendhil's amazingly turned on," Matt didn't even want to protest the loss, though he felt it, because he was just distracted enough by watching the others.

"I'm liking watching you discover me a lot." Simon grinned slightly. "You're incredibly handsome."

"Oh he is...he's rock hard and I know it. So sexy to see him like this with someone else." Zach stroked the other man as he spoke, his eyes on their lovers. "Never get to see him from this side of it."

"So are you, you're gorgeous and I feel comfortable with you. Like I can explore with you and you won't get upset or think I'm weird if I can't handle something," Sendhil said, and he looked surprised at himself. "I didn't know that was how I felt until I said it."

"It's really sexy to watch Simon with someone," Matt said. "I did a while back, a few times, but it was never all that hot... not like this. I mean, it was hot but this is... different."

Simon pressed a kiss to Sendhil's forehead. "I know, sometimes trying to explain helps you figure out what you mean. And I will never think you're weird for not being able to handle something. We all start off somewhere." He sighed at the feeling of the other man as he pulled him for another kiss. "Get your shirt off..."

"Maybe because they've connected more? Not just someone to fuck but someone he really cares for?" Zach suggested, slipping a hand between Matts thighs as he spoke and grazing his hole gently.

"You think he does?" Matt asked, curious. He was still aware of his own needs, but this was almost enough to distract him completely. Well, until Zach touched him there. "Answer that later," he moaned.

"Of course," Sendhil unbuttoned his shirt and slipped it off. He'd heard some of that conversation but wasn't thinking about it. He just wanted to feel this and watch the others, the rest could wait.

Simon smiled at that, leaning up to press a few light kisses across Sendhil's chest, his hands smoothing down his sides. "You get hotter with every single thing you do."

Zach grinned, enjoying that response, and used his free hand to jerk Matt's cock lightly as he teased the mans opening.

"That feels so good," Sendhil sighed happily, arching a little under the touches. "You make me feel hotter with every word you say."

"Oh god, you're a fucking tease," Mat ground out. "You make me want so much and you... fuck... such a tease."

Simon grinned wickedly at Sendhil, reaching for his belt. "Can I take these off?"

"Shut up and like it." Zach grinned, tightening his grip on Matt's cock. "What do you want?"

"It's getting close to the point where you'll need to," Sendhil laughed. "But yes, please."

Matt frowned. "So I get to talk, just not about that?" he asked, checking carefully. "More."

Simon smiled, pulling the other mans belt open, and unzipping his pants. "I bet you are." He hesitated a second before palming Sendhil through his pants. "Fuck you're hard aren't you?"

"You get to talk about what I want you to talk about." Zach pushed the tip of his finger into Matt.

"I am," Sendhil answered, to both really. "God, don't stop touching me, that's so amazing."

"Yes, that, please," Matt begged. "Please, Zach, more, baby..."

"Can I do it without your pants in the way?" Simon smiled, pushing them down slowly. "I want to feel your weight in my hand."

"That's better." Zach smiled, pressing deeper, but not too hard because there wasn't any lube there yet. "I want you to turn around and put your hands against that wall. You can step out of your pants, but you're not allowed to move your arms and legs at all unless I tell you."

"Fuck your words turn me on," Sendhil sighed. "Please, I want to feel your hand on my bare cock."

"Mmm, god, you know just how to get to me," Matt nodded. He stepped out of his pants and moved, placing his hands against the wall.

Simon smiled, pushing Sendhils shorts off fully then and letting his eyes scan over the other mans hardness, before taking it in his hand and giving it a gentle stroke. "Feels good..." He said softly. "I hope you really like me talking because I do it a lot." He teased.

"That's good. Spread your legs a little more." Zach tapped Matts inner thigh to guide him. Reaching up to give his ass a rough squeeze.

"Your talking is turning me on almost as much as your touch," Sendhil answered, groaning softly. "God, that's good. So good, Simon."

Matt spread his legs, remaining steady even as he shuddered under Zach's touch. "I'm all yours, Zach... you know that." He knew Zach knew he meant it only for the moment.

"I want to taste you... but that will wait until I can ravage you properly. If you aren't touching my cock soon we're going to have a problem." He smiled, reaching down to undo his own belt with one hand, his other still stroking Sendhils cock.

"That's good." Zach smiled, shifting so he was sitting between Matts legs and leaning up to press his tongue to the other mans opening as he roughly gripped Matt's ass.

"Let me help, because we don't need a problem," Sendhil unzipped Simon's pants and slid his hand inside. "We really don't, and are you as big as you feel?" he wasn't scared, just a little surprised.

"God, fuck, oh baby, you know what this does to me," Matt started to babble, which had been his reaction from the very first time he and Zach had done this. "Fuck, yes, more please, need your tongue..."

Simon smirked. "Why don't you find out. Matt seems to think I am." He bit his lip.

Zach laughed against his skin, pushing him forward toward the wall but not enough to set him off balance and make him move, just enough to make it an effort to keep still. He pushed his tongue in deeper then, groaning softly as he did.

Pulling Simon's cock out, Sendhil smiled. "Yep, Matt's right," he grinned. "God I want to feel you deep inside me soon. And against me even sooner."

Matt shuddered, and kept babbling. "You know, god you do, I know you know how this gets to me, fuck, god love your tongue," he stumbled but didn't fall, knowing if he did that Zach would stop. Maybe only temporarily but he didn't want even that brief pause.

Simon gasped softly at the feeling of the other man's hand on him. "Oh you'll get all that and more, promise. I've got plans for you now that I know you're willing."

Zach reached up and cupped the other mans balls gently, slipping his hand forward then and giving his cock a rough tug. He always enjoyed being a little rough with Matt, knowing how much it got him off didn't hurt.

"I hope you'll share some of them," Sendhil pushed Simon's pants down and off. "You're gorgeous but I knew you would be." He leaned in for another kiss.

Matt sighed. "Fuck, that's good, you know it always is," calming slightly from the initial spike of need that Zach's tongue had brought out in him. It wasn't that he didn't feel the need, it was just calmer, for the moment.

"Willing to divulge a few of my secrets... but not all of them. Want some of them to be a surprise." Simon smiled and cupped Sendhils cheek, kissing him again deeply.

Zach moaned, pulling back and jerking the other mans cock more steadily as he looked up at Matt. "Gonna fuck you right here like this. Bent over and spread. Where do you keep your lube down here. Don't act like you don't have some stashed either. I know you too well."

"I have some surprises for you too," Sendhil smiled. "God... I never thought I'd want you like this but... god, I do, so much..."

"Fuck, yes," Matt nodded, "fuck me and use me like the whore you know I am, show Sendhil just how slutty I can be, and show Simon again..."

"Sit down on my lap, let me feel you..." He murmured. "Grind down on me and let yourself enjoy your boyfriend molesting mine..."

Zach growled and gave Matt's ass a swat. "I asked a question slut. Wheres your lube."

"Fuck it's hot, all of it," Sendhil sighed. He sat back, feeling Simon's hard cock under him. He wriggled a bit, groaning.

"Forgot... in the end table, there's a drawer in the side that faces the couch," he groaned. "There's... fuck, there's some in the desk too, it's closer."

Simon pulled Sendhil's hips down against his with a growl. "C'mon, you can grind better then that." He rocked his cock against the other mans ass.

"Such a slut." Zach growled. "I bet its because you like to get fucked over the desk don't you? Bet that was one of the first places he got you." Zach moved to the desk and grabbed the tube out.

"Fuck, I know," Sendhil moved harder, faster, groaning as he felt Simon's cock. "Better?" he asked, groaning.

"I know," Matt said. "I love being a slut and I love being bent over the desk or the chair and yes, it was our choice of where to christen the place," he admitted. "So hot..."

"Much better." Simon groaned against his ear. "Can't wait to see what your face looks like when you're getting fucked good and hard."

"Makes me wish you guys had cameras up in here. I bet he was good and rough with you wasn't he... probably left bruises on your hips from slamming you into the desk." He coated two fingers and pushed them into Matt slowly.

"I'm hoping it'll be round two," Sendhil answered with a particularly creative twist of his hips. "I'm dying to feel you inside me. I want... if you... do, to be in you as well."

"He was so rough, but so good," Matt groaned. "Bruises and marks and he even made me display one, on my neck... could pretend it was something else for the press."

"Fuck yes I want. I want so much its not even funny." Simon growled at the feeling of the other mans movements.

"He does love to claim you in any way he can, doesn't he?" Zach pumped his fingers slowly. "I can't say I blame him. you're so fucking hot."

"We have time to explore... but I still want it all and now," Sendhil groaned. "I want... everything. I want..." he turned, kissing Simon harshly, almost. "I want this. Whatever it is, I want it..."

"He does, and I love to be claimed. Makes it hotter when I get to claim him, too," Matt sighed. "God, baby, you're so gentle now..."

"Fuck that's amazing to hear." Simon moaned into his lips. "Love the idea of us trying things together..." Simon slipped an arm around the other man, his hand slipping downward to stroke his hardness as he spoke.

"Just wait till my cocks inside you, you'll miss this gentle then." Zach said roughly.

"I do too," Sendhil threw his head back and groaned, the feel of Simon's fingers driving him even more insane. "God, that's hot... love the way you move on me."

"Actually I was sort of complaining," Matt said, pushing back against Zach. "I want more. And now!"

"You'll love the way my mouth moves even more, that's a promise." Simon nipped the back of Sendhil's shoulder as he murmured.

Zach grabbed a handful of Matts hair, tugging it roughly as he moved his fingers. "You get what I give you, remember that..."

"God, I want that, want your mouth, want to fuck your mouth," Sendhil groaned. "Want to taste you."

"Yes, Sir," Matt said. "I'm sorry, I keep being a brat. I just... it's been so long..."

"I want it too... fuck do I ever want to feel you down my throat." He groaned softly.

"You'll make it up to me, don't worry. I'm done lubing you up. Going to leave just enough to keep you from hurting for too long, but you're going to feel me for a few days." Zach moved behind the other man, not letting go of his hair. "Going to be good and rough with you, you need that, I can tell by that lip you're giving."

"I know we're supposed to be watching this, but god do I want to just get on my knees on the carpet and take you in right now," Sendhil groaned.

"I will, I promise," Matt said. "I do, I need you to show me how bad I am, and how much you need to punish me... it's been so long since it's been you," he knew if it had been Simon he wouldn't have gone half as far as he had.

"Fuck... I know... so turned on and so greedy. Want everything." Simon sighed.

"You just love how much you work me up, how you can make me brutal." Zach ran his cock along the other mans opening with a soft growl. "You need me to be rough with you..."

"What do you want most, right now?" Sendhil asked. "I'll give it to you if I can, you know that..."

"I love you when you're rough and sexy and brutal with me," Matt said. "God, yes, need your cock in me, too... so very bad."

"Want... want to suck your cock. We'll both still be able to watch too.." He bit his lip slightly.

"Good boy..." Zach pressed into the other man slowly, his hand still tugging Matt's hair back. "you're so tight for me baby."

"How do you want me?" Sendhil asked, not even sure how he would be so he could watch but right now not really caring, he would watch more later, not that it wasn't an utterly gorgeous sight, as he looked over again.

"I know, don't know how I stay so tight," Matt sighed. "But Simon says I do something right... must do and you feel so good..."

"Lay back on the couch, put your head on the arm, you'll be able to just turn your head and watch the show." He smiled. "I can look whenever I like too."

"You're lucky, with as much as we fuck you, you should be a loose little slut." Zach tugged and rolled his hips up into the other man again.

"Sounds perfect," Sendhil lay back, one leg on the floor, the other on the back of the couch, displaying himself for Simon. He did look over, for a moment, smiling at the others, but he wanted to see Simon take his cock in, so he looked back almost immediately.

"I'm a very lucky slut," Matt nodded. "Oh god, please... harder, soon?" he begged, not asking for it immediately, knowing better than that.

Simon grinned, moving between the other mans legs, dragging his tongue up Sendhils shaft slowly. "Like this baby?"

Zach grinned, reaching a hand under to tease Matt's cock. "you're such a hot little slut, I couldn't keep myself from fucking you senseless if I wanted too."

"Oh god," Sendhil groaned. "Love it... didn't know I needed that contact until right now. Fuck... so good."

"Yeah?" Matt smiled. "God, baby, feels so good with you in me again... going to feel it for a while... god, when Simon's in me and I feel you, that's going to be the best it could be..."

Simon grinned at that, slowly taking the other mans cock into his mouth with a soft moan.

"Such a cockwhore." He growled. "You love every second of getting fucked. You'll take everything we give you won't you?"

"God, your mouth is amazing," Sendhil groaned. He loved the warmth of Simon's mouth, the way he was working his cock. Different than Zach, but so good...

"I am, I'm your cockwhore and you love me like this," Matt said. "I love it, love everything you do to me and fuck yes, I'll take it, always."

Simon reached up, pulling Sendhil's hand to his hair, offering the other man a chance to guide him.

"Maybe all three of us should have you then...such a slut." Zach slammed into him roughly with that.

"Yes," Sendhil whispered. "Go a little slow, please," he said. "Let me feel it all..." he curled his fingers in Simon's hair.

"Fuck, yes, I'd love that!" Matt cried out, "two of you in my ass, one in my mouth?" He hadn't even thought of that, but it turned him on so much.

Simon did as he was told, moving his mouth slowly over Sendhils cock, moaning softly.

"Slut, you'd be so full you wouldn't know what to do." Zach moaned softly. "Such a kinky little boy."

"God, so good," Sendhil whimpered softly. "Feels so good, want to fuck your mouth soon, but not yet... god..."

"I would, full and aching and still needy and wanting more, and I am, you know how kinky I can get," Matt groaned.

Simon pushed down, further then he'd thought he'd be able to without gagging. He wasn't used to this long of a cock, but he wasn't complaining.

"One day soon, we might test that theory. How much you can take...Its so hot to think about. Maybe tie you up and take turns testing you before we all go at you at once, so you're sore before that even starts." Zach slipped his other arm around, the hand that wasn't teasing Matt's cock going up to Matt's throat and applying a bit of pressure.

It surprised Sendhil too, even Zach hadn't been able to get quite that far the first time, though he'd got used to him in time. "Oh... oh that's so good..."

"Fuck, that would be hot," Matt said. "Fuck..." he groaned. "I'd do it, I'd do anything for you, you know that..."

Simon pulled back and grinned, gasping. "Fuck, feels amazing too. I can feel you slip down my throat and god that turns me on."

"I know you would baby, that's why you're such a perfect little fuckboy." Zach slammed in harder then, as hard as he could at this angle. "You want more pressure?" He shifted so Matt could lean his head back onto Zachs shoulder, his fingers still over Matt's neck.

"You too?" Sendhil asked, grinning. "Fuck but that's amazing. I wouldn't mind it deeper... but I won't push, you decide the pace... just letting you know."

"I'm your perfect little fuckboy," Matt said. "Fuck... god... yes, more pressure, not too much, just some more... god, please..."

"I can handle what you give me, if I can take you on first try." Simon grinned. "Go ahead and test it if you like." He took the other man into his mouth then.

Zach growled, giving the other mans throat a slight squeeze as he thrusted. "Fuck yes, I love using your hole baby."

"Okay," Sendhil nodded, hips thrusting deeper, fucking Simon's throat. He was careful but he knew Simon could handle it.

"Fuck, god, love you using me in any way you want to," Matt groaned. "One day... want more pressure. Not now, not ready, but soon.... so intense..."

Simon relaxed his jaw and let it happen, his hand moving down to stroke his own cock.

"All you have to do is ask..."Zach murmured into the other mans ear. "Make it so much more intense when you come." Zach thrusted faster.

Sendhil wanted to be the one to get Simon off but he knew he'd get to, so he just groaned and thrust deeper, loving how Simon could take it.

"I will, when I'm ready," Matt sighed. "It would be, oh fuck, you feel amazing."

Simon groaned softly around the other man, he jerked himself a few times and sped his pace up with his mouth.

"So do you baby...what do you want? What me to fuck you like this til we come? Or do you need something else?" He asked softly.

"Getting close," Sendhil groaned, louder than he meant to. "Going to come, fuck, thought I could last longer... your mouth's just too good."

"I think I'm so close this is enough," Matt moaned. "So close, baby, may I jerk myself? I don't want your hand moving from where it is..."

Simons only response was to go deeper on the other mans cock, swallowing him down as deeply as he could before pulling back to start again.

"Get your hand down there and jerk yourself off for me." Zach growled. "Show me how much you love my cock."

"Watch out or I'll come on that gorgeous face of yours," Sendhil teased, and he wasn't asking for that, not in any way, but the teasing was possibly a very small hint.

"So much," Matt said, groaning as he wrapped his hand around himself. "Fuck... really not lasting long now, baby... your whoreboy wants to come for you so bad."

Simon growled around Sendhils cock, grunting a soft affirmative, hoping the other man understood that he wanted that. His hand stroked hard on his own cock, but not enough to make him come.

"Do it, go on... come for me whoreboy, show me what sluts do when they get the cock they want." Zach was close himself, but he didn't say that yet.

Getting the affirmative, Sendhil grinned. "Pull back now if you want it, then," he said, feeling his balls tighten and draw up. "Might let you do the same to me if you want it..." and god if that image wasn't what pushed him over. He came, hard, and watched as Simon pulled back.

"Fuck, yes, always for you," Matt groaned, twisting his hand the way he liked and coming, watching as it splashed all over the desk, showing why they always put the papers away - just in case they ever got the urge for desk sex. It had taken four ruined contracts to figure it out. He groaned again, holding tight to the desk.

Simon pulled away and gazed up at the other man heatedly as he felt the warm come hit his skin. He groaned and stroked himself. "Fuck yes baby, god that's hot..."

Zach grunted and thrusted deep, his body tightening as he did. "Fuck, gonna come inside my slut, make you mine... tell me you want it."

"You're hot, and beautiful, and god do you look fucking amazing wearing my come," Sendhil said, and he stroked Simon's hair. "How do you want to come? You must be close now." He glanced over at the others, smiling at Zach's words.

"Fuck, yes, want your come, want to feel it in me, please," Matt begged. "Want it so bad, want to feel it so deep in me I can taste it, please give that to your dirty whoreboy."

Simon panted. "So close...want it in your mouth, on your face. Hurry..." He gasped softly.

Zach slammed twice more, coming hard into Matt as he clung to the other man. "Fuck yes, god..." He moaned softly.

Sendhil moved down, taking Simon into his mouth quickly, sucking hard, even though he knew it wouldn't take long. He groaned at the taste, new and warm.

"Oh god, yes, thank you," Matt reached behind him, holding onto Zach's hip. "So good, baby, been so long, but it was worth the wait..."

Simon gasped, coming from the feeling of the warm mouth around his cock. "God yes... so fucking good." He moaned.

Zach moaned, kissing Matts back with a growl. "So fucking good." He reached down and squeezed Matt's hand lightly.

Sendhil moved back, catching some come on his skin. "That makes it perfect," he smiled. "God... that was... damn..."

"Yes, and someone's got all incoherent and sexy," Matt grinned, turning in Zach's arms. "Two if you count me..."

"Yeah, it does..." Simon smiled groggily, leaning forward to kiss the other man deeply with a groan.

"you're too able to think, next time I will have to fuck you better." Zach teased.

"More hearing than thinking, and knowing Simon was with someone while I was with you was just a tiny bit too distracting. Fuck I want to see them actually fuck, too," Matt smiled. "It's not you, baby. You did so good... like always."

Sendhil held Simon tightly. "I never thought I'd find this, too," he smiled. He knew it was something, though what was still uncertain. "I think you're going to make me very happy... both of you." He held out a hand to Zach.

"Maybe next time I will tie you down and make you watch." Zach grinned. "That might be fun. All three of us, I think. Not to speak for Matt, but I think he and Simon are a package deal." He smirked, leaning in to kiss Sendhil gently.

"Its something new isn't it? This whole thing, but this could really work out well if we let it." Simon smiled at Sendhil.

"You're evil," Matt said, but he was snuggling Zach, one hand touching Simon's skin. "I wonder what I'd get to watch then...?"

"It is," Sendhil nodded. "But it really could, and all of us, and I just never expected," he returned the kiss in there somewhere, but was mostly rambling about it all.

Zach smiled at the others. "I think we might need to invest in bigger beds though, if we don't want to sleep on top of one another."

"That has its merits." Simon laughed. "We'll figure that stuff out as we get to it. This feels too good to overthink it."

"That would really, definitely be a good idea," Sendhil nodded. "We can't all be on top of each other, though that, too, has merits,..."

"We'll figure it out," Matt agreed. "I guess you learn these things."

"Yes, except for if you're the guy on the bottom with three sweaty men on top of him." Simon laughed. "That might get old, or at least hot and uncomfortable."

"Well until we upgrade I think we should make sure we're too tired to notice." Zach grinned.

"I can't imagine it getting old," Matt said. "Or uncomfortable, but then again..." he laughed.

"He really is a slut, then," Sendhil grinned at Zach and Simon. "Not that we all couldn't be that at times, I imagine."

"Say that again when you wake up with an elbow in your face and a knee in your groin." Simon smiled before leaning in to kiss Matt again gently. "And yes, he is, but its a really good thing."

"We could all take turns, being bottom of the pile so to speak." Zach suggested. "Fuck that would be sexy.."

"Okay, that might not be fun," Matt agreed, pressing his lips to Simon's. "Zach's right, though..."

"Zach's right far too much of the time," Sendhil said. "But I like it a lot. And he's right about this too..."

Simon grinned at them. "How about, since the kids aren't home til Monday, I get us some blankets and pillows and we sprawl out right here on the floor."

"You are like an overgrown kid sometimes, but I love the way you think." Zach laughed.

"That's probably what I love most about him," Matt said. "Well, that and his cock. But we all know I'm a cockslut."

"You say that like it's a bad thing," Sendhil said. "Definitely not when it comes to Simon's cock. Or Zach's."

Simon laughed. "I will go get us blankets, I will grab a sheet to lay on too, this carpet is nice but it would leave odd imprints on the skin." He stood slowly, and moved to the hall closet.

Zach watched the other man walk away. "I can't imagine why your a cockslut for that hot bastard at all. Look at his ass." He teased.

"He's beautiful," Matt agreed. "And he's even more so beyond the surface, but you know that," he said. "I just... some days I feel like I could never say I love him enough."

"And you are able to be open enough to share it too, that means a lot," Sendhil said, and he kissed Matt, soft and gentle, then Zach the same way. "I feel... honoured to be a part of this."

"I think we both should be." Zach smiled softly. "We are too lucky."

"I got lucky a long time ago, you're both just something else to be thankful for." Simon smiled

"We are all lucky, it just took some of us a little longer to get here," Matt said.

"I like that," Sendhil nodded. "I'm just glad we did... and I can't wait to find out how this is going to be."

Simon returned with the blankets, playfully tossing the covers at Matt before leaning to start spreading out the sheet on the ground. "This should work."

"Its gonna be perfect I think." Zach grinned.

Sendhil whistled. "You really do have an amazing ass," he said. "I am apparently good at showing my appreciation."

"His ass deserves every bit of appreciation we can throw at it," Matt said. "I would've done the whistle if you hadn't," he smiled at Sendhil.

"you're both brats, don't make me spank you later." Simon laughed. "Not that I mind."

Zach chuckled. "I hope I get that kind of appreciation the next time I go strutting through the house naked."

"You'll be spanking me anyway and I bet it won't be long before you're spanking Sendhil," Matt answered. "And I've whistled at your ass and other parts for long enough for you to know it'll happen."

Sendhil blushed, and laughed. "Give me time to work up to it, but yeah... I've definitely given my share of spankings," he teased. "Right, Zach? And I definitely appreciate your ass."

"I like the sound of that." Simon grinned, settling down onto the blanket. "There we go, Matt give me that blanket."

"He is very good at spanking, of course I like it a little rougher then some guys, but its perfect for me." Zach smiled and scooted onto the blanket.

Sendhil joined him. "I really keep thinking I'm being too rough, but I get in this kind of.. zone and it feels too good to stop and I know if I was ever really going to hurt him my protective instincts would kick in."

"It would," Matt said. "Mine did, when I thought I was going too far once, and it was okay."

"You'll know if I can't handle it. I like it rough." Zach smiled. "And when you do stop its usually at just the right time."

"I would love the chance to test your limits Zach. I bet you've barely touched them." Simon studied the other man closely.

"I don't know, I've tested a lot of his limits," Matt said. "But I bet we could find some new ones to explore without much trouble."

"I've hardly had anything tested," Sendhil said. "I think I'd like you all to try testing some of mine... and finding where they are."

"you're more attached. I can be harder on him." Simon smiled.

"We're already testing your limits baby." Zach grinned at Sendhil.

"I'm looking forward to it," Sendhil said, grinning back. "We're going to test everyone's limits before we're done, I'll bet."

"I keep thinking I've reached the end of my limits, only to find there are more," Matt said. "I think it's good..."

Simon nodded. "We always find new things. Like how much I like watching these two fuck." He laughed.

"Gotta say I liked having a crowd, and knowing Sendhil was getting off on it made it so much better." Zach smiled.

"Shockingly, I've discovered I love to be watched," Matt laughed. "But then I like most things to do with sex."

"I liked watching you both, and being with Simon was just... amazing," Sendhil said. "I think I'd like to just watch sometime... it's hot on its own. But I don't think I could if Simon was within grabbing distance," he laughed too.

"you're an exhibitionist, its one of your charming qualities." Zach grinned.

"I know I couldn't. Unless I was cuffed or tied. Watching turns me on too much." Simon shook his head.

"I am," Matt agreed, unable to deny the obvious truth. "Glad you find it charming and not annoying."

"I could cuff and tie you, but then I'd want to either fuck you or ride you. Tied up men have that effect on me, as Zach knows," Sendhil lay down, and smiled. "This is comfortable."

Zach laughed softly, petting Matts cheek. "you're way too sweet for me to get really annoyed at anything."

"I like the sound of that. Maybe they should cuff us both and see what happens." Simon daydreamed a moment on the thought. "Fuck that would be torture in an amazing way."

"I'll take that," Matt said. "That would be hot, wouldn't it? You could distract me completely if Simon and Sendhil were tied up..." he winked at Zach.

"It would be hot," Sendhil agreed. "I'd like it, and I'd like you to do it," he said to Zach. "And watch Matt tie Simon..."

Zach nodded, replying to all of it. "God this is all amazing to think about." He sighed.

"I know, but we have to move slow. We don't want to burn ourselves out on one another." Simon smiled. "Or just burn out period."

"This is true," Sendhil agreed. "And we don't want to move too fast, or the wrong way. But if we're thinking about that, I think it'll help to avoid it."

Matt nodded. "We'll keep as clear heads as it's possible to, because god knows we'll end up distracted from the intellectual perspective at times. But if we have it in mind we should be fine."

"Exactly. Now, speaking of burning out, I need to sleep. I do believe I'm the old man of this group and you've all worn me out." Simon laughed.

Zach leaned in to nuzzle Sendhil gently. "First one up gets to wake whoever they want, however they want."

"Mmm, that works for me, and Simon, you are so not old," Sendhil said, curling a little closer to Zach. "Tired out..." he admitted, softly.

Matt curled up around Simon. "You're not, but I'm tired too," he said and kissed Simon's lips gently. "Goodnight all."