Beginning Of A Great Adventure

[2_libras]

Title: Beginning Of A Great Adventure
Author: 2_libras
Artist: therisingmoon
Type: RPS
Word Count: 15032
Rating: NC-17
Characters/Pairings: Zachary Quinto/Milo Ventimiglia
Warnings Explicit sex
Summary: Zach and Milo meet up in New York after the cancellation news and discover that as one adventure ends, a new one that's more important and life-changing begins.

Link to art master post: The absolutely beautiful art created for our story



Zach wandered through the apartment he was renting, Noah at his heels. The dog had his eyes locked on the kitchen door, knowing that was where they
were headed, and also where his food dish was. Zach pushed the door open, letting the dog lead the way into the room. "You are like my internal alarm clock,
I always know when breakfast lunch and dinner are, just by how insistent you are that I feed you." Zach petted the dog, grabbing the bag of food from under
the sink, and pouring some out into the bowl. "Sometimes I think you remind me I should be eating, guess I owe you a thank you for that." He put the bag away
and opened the refrigerator, studying its contents closely, frowning at the three packages of chicken he saw. "I want red meat, looks like I'm ordering
delivery." He picked up the tourists guide he'd grabbed from one of the vendors on the street, opening it and paging to the resturants section, scanning the
list for something that sounded like they'd make something half way decent.

Milo drummed his fingers on the seat of the cab. He was still thinking about the conversation with Grunny, and he knew. He'd known for a long time.
And for some reason he still didn't know, his gut instinct was to go to Zach. He wouldn't usually head to New York, but he was actually there for a meeting
and while he could have done it over the phone, he had decided to come to the city. When he'd realised the cab was heading down the street of Zach's New York
apartment, it had felt like fate. So he was plucking up the courage to tell the cab to stop. "Okay, here," Milo said. "Stop here, please," he clarified, in
case he hadn't made any sense.

Zach had narrowed it down to three resturants with four stars in the guidebook, after taking out ones that seemed too trendy for his mood, or didn't
deliver. He flipped back and forth between the pages and groaned. "Do I want Thai food, or do I want French? This third one doesn't seem to know what it
wants but its really close so I know the food will be fresh." He set the book down and rubbed his eyes. "I must need to eat, I'm either talking to myself or
asking you for dinner opinions." He looked at Noah, who was going back to eating now that he realized he wasn't being yelled at or praised by his owners
voice. "You eat the garbage if I leave it out." He shook his head, walking back out into the living room and settling down onto the couch, he finally decided
to order from the closest of the three, and get whatever sounded good and was on special.

Milo paid the cab and went into the lobby, ringing Zach's bell. He waited until he heard the intercom open. "It's Mi... was in the city for a meeting
and just thought I'd drop in. Hope that isn't Noah being cleverer than I thought he was," he teased. He was starting to wonder if this was a good idea. He
almost turned around, except thinking of just how to explain it was just a little more embarrassing than going through with it.

Zach jumped up at the sound of the other mans voice, half startled and half excited to be shaken from his solitude. He moved to the door, hitting the
button. "Come on up, I'm the third floor, number 5...in case you don't remember from my text." He unlocked the door and glanced at Noah. "Good behavior.
Noses where they belong."

Milo did remember and he took the stairs, it was hardly worth it for a couple flights to take the elevator. He took them fast enough that it was just
a few minutes before he was knocking on the door.

Zach smiled and opened the door. "Hey man, god it feels like years." He pulled the other man into a hug, squeezing a little tighter then he regularly
would. His mind racing back to the conversation he'd had with Grunberg and the shows likely cancellation. The idea of losing the people he'd been working
with for the last leg of his life, almost daily, had hurt more then he'd thought it would. "What the hell are you doing in New York man?" He broke the hug,
stepping back.

"I know," Milo said, hugging tighter before Zach stepped back. "Had some meetings and as I wasn't doing anything anyway," trying not to sound bitter,
"thought I'd come out here rather than do it over the phone. And I just figured it was time I saw you. And you," he knelt to ruffle Noah's fur.

Zach smiled at the other man as he petted Noah, pushing the door shut behind him. "Yah, I guess all of us are gonna have a lot more spare time huh? I
mean, you talked to Grun right? He said he was gonna call everyone personally and tell them what he'd found out, so that we didn't have to hear from a mass
email or something." He ran a hand through his hair and shook it.

Oh. So they were talking about that now. Milo could handle that. "Yeah... think it's why I'm really here," he said quietly, straightening up. He
didn't notice one of his hands was shaking a little.

Zach studied the other man for a moment. "Figured I'd get the elephant in the room out of the way, sorry if I shook you up..." He motioned for the
other man to follow him. "Come sit down, I was just ordering dinner cause I was too lazy to cook, are you hungry?" He hoped the other man would take the
slight diversion of topic as a peace offering if he'd upset him.

"It's okay," Milo nodded. "Figured it'd come up, just had visions of talking about other stuff first. And kind of," he wasn't really but refusing to
eat was too teenage girl for him to bear. "So is it a new place or can you recommend it?"

"New. Most of the places I've eaten at while I was out were on the other side of town by the auditions I've been doing. That and they don't deliver.
Maybe I should just threaten to cut their head open with my finger and they'll bring it." He smirked, handing over the booklet. "I'm looking at either the
Thai, the French, or that weird place on the page with the bent corner. They call it blend cuisine. Also known as you can order a burrito and spaghetti in
the same place because people in New York want everything convenient."

Milo laughed, finally. "Yeah, that would work, especially if there's a cute redheaded waitress." He took a look at the menu. "Blended sounds good,
I'll have the vegetarian lasagna."

"Okay, I'm probably gonna get whatever's on special that has red meat in it. I'm craving it like none other. I have nothing but chicken here either."
He picked up his phone from the couch cushion, as he settled down, dialing the number and ordering the food, deciding to go with the spaghetti and meatballs,
joking a bit with the person doing the order taking, and hanging up the phone when he was done. "Well at least they have a good attitude there." He tossed
the phone down and glanced at Milo. "C'mon, sit down and get comfortable, now that I've got company you're stuck here for at least a few hours. I've been so
bored I was talking to the dog."

Milo couldn't resist. "Craving? Are you sure you're not pregnant?" he grinned as he sat down. "Good attitudes are always good," he nodded. "Wasn't
planning on going anywhere for a while. Or at least I knew you wouldn't let me go for that time and I'm a... willing prisoner."

Zach nodded. "So, how've you been? I mean, how are things? I heard you and Hayden are done, I mean I know you broke up, but it seemed like you two
were always a maybe and never a no. Sorry to hear about it man, I really am. You seemed happy and I liked seeing you that way." He set a hand on the other
mans hand, squeezing it lightly.

"Honestly, it was more a cutting of the cord by the end," Milo said. "She was just the one who met someone first. I'm really good, and I'm happy for
her too." He squeezed back. "I always figured I never made the move because it hid me better."

"Yah, I know it helps a lot to have that wall up to the media. And you made a cute couple. A lot of people tried to do that to Kris and I, didn't
work cause I couldn't fake it. I love the girl, don't get me wrong, but even filming those scenes on the show was awkward. And she so didn't help with the
stupid little jokes she made between takes." He smiled warmly. "I'm happy for Hayden too, for the record, I just wish that you could find someone. Look at me
judging, I know...but I just want you happy."

"Yeah, well, that's true," Milo said. "But you just really can't... pull it off. Maybe in a role but not really when you're being you." He laughed.

"Yeah, we're both as busy spending the night alone as each other. But yeah... maybe someday... for us both."

"I think I've settled on a life spent happily dodging reporters when I've been out drinking with friends." He laughed. "No one is going to put up
with someone who can't even claim their partner as their own without seriously killing their career. I mean, seriously, who would want too." He shook his
head. "Some fun here and there is all I need, anything else would be asking way too much of someone."

"Not if it's someone who has the same issues," Milo said. "That's the only only way it could really work, thinking about it. Because you can't be
only having fun the rest of your life, and someone who has to stay in the closet would understand."

"Yah, but that's really hard on everyone. Its bad enough I won't be able to hold their hand in public, I don't need to know that they feel its half
their fault too." Zach shook his head. "It would be too hard. Its easier to keep things uncomplicated and fun and make sure I don't let myself get too
attached if I have some fun with them more then once. Last thing I need is a broken heart."

"You're cynical... experience?" Milo asked. "I haven't ever really tried to do it, you know? But I know deep down that girls aren't... girls are for
having fun..." He sighed, "and if that doesn't make me sound like a sexist douche."

"No, you just know what you want. Same way I knew the first time I kissed a girl that they might get me off with enough work but it wasn't where I
was meant to be." He shrugged. "As long as you don't promise them anything more then that, you're not doing a damn thing wrong. And I don't need experience
myself to see what it does to other guys I know. I figured out very early on that being in this business, at this point means I have to keep my relationships
casual. Never let myself get far enough into it to have the experience to be bitter about."

"Well, thanks," Milo said. "I never have, except Hayden, but I was trying with her. I didn't know then that I couldn't give her that." He nodded.
"But you could still have more..." He sighed. "I just refuse to believe my only options are coming out and ruining things or not having a relationship at all
if it's not with a woman."

"Might not be for you, but I know myself too well. I know how I want to be with someone when I'm with them, and I couldn't do that in the closet. I
don't want to have too. Maybe once I stop trying so hard to get my name out there, once I'm established and my back catalog of work speaks for itself. Maybe
then I'll find a nice guy and settle down. But I don't want to make it any harder on myself to get a job. Its getting a little bit easier now that I've got a
few things attached to my name, but I'm not interested in being typecast as a creeper or a Vulcan, so I need to get more under my belt before I could let
that happen." He shook his head. "Keep going out for these romantic comedies, and they know I'm funny, most of them have seen the funny stuff I've done. But I
feel like I've got a neon sign over my head that says 'SYLAR'."

Milo sighed. "But you'll only be typecast another way. I mean until I got Heroes I was cute WB angsty guy." He shook his head. "You have to take
these things when they come, not think they'll be there when you're ready."

"I think they will come when I'm ready. Just don't think I'm anywhere near ready yet." He shrugged. "And you're still the cute angsty guy, now with
less hair and more brutally beating me under your belt."

"Less hair? Have you looked at this lately?" Milo ran a hand through it. "But yeah... I could beat you," he said. "Easily..." He pondered getting up
and pacing again. "You got anything to drink?" he asked. "And I don't mean macrobiotic water."

Zach laughed. "Liquor, wine, and beer. All assorted hiding spots. I might eat healthy but I know how to let loose. What are you looking for?
Something to take the edge off or something to sip on?" He stood, shoving his hands into the pockets of his yoga pants.

"Something to mellow out with, so whatever works for that with you," Milo answered, smiling. "And same here on the letting loose."

Zach nodded, standing and moving to a cabinet in the corner, pulling out a bottle of whiskey. "I prefer mine mixed with soda, what about you?" He
moved to the kitchen and grabbed a can of the stuff from the fridge, knowing it would be enough for two drinks if needed, and grabbing two glasses on his way
back.

"That sounds good," Milo answered. "I don't like it straight," and he half-laughed. "No pun intended, I swear. The only liquor I drink straight is
vodka."

Zach cringed. "Vodka and I had a falling out a few years back. Too easy to drink and all of a sudden I was hugging sidewalk and then waking up with a
bucket next to the bed. Not pleasant." He laughed softly. "Since then, me and Vodka don't talk. Unless of course I've already had a few chats with Whiskey
here, then Vodka seems like an awesome friend, and I usually end up hating them both for a week or so." He poured them both a drink, making them stiff enough
to burn but not be undrinkable, and came back over, handing Milo the glass.

"Oh dear, and Vodka is one of my best friends," Milo said. "We'll have to divide our time up?" He took the glass. "Mmm, perfect," he said as he
sipped. "You should never hate a good friend. Not ever."

"I always forgive and forget, its far easier that way the next time I need to chat with one of them." He smiled. "Just should've learned my lesson
about having them both over to play by now."

Milo chuckled. "Of course. It's much better to have one, then the other... makes it easier for them too, as they don't mix at all well."

"Never was able to handle a tag team well." Zach swallowed some of his drink, realized how horrible that sounded and let out a laugh. "I promise
we're still talking about drinking. Not that I can take tag teams well but...I'm just gonna stop talking before I dig myself a big old hole."

"Ever been tag teamed?" Milo asked. "Adrian and Natalie did a couple times, and well... um..." he flushed. "Actually I handled it pretty damn well.
Mostly because I knew it was just a one off, even if it happened more than once."

"Only once, a guy I was dating and his friend. It was fun but I could tell I was only there as a precursor for them to touch each other. They ended
up together actually, last I heard were still nauseatingly happy." Zach shrugged. "It was fun, but a bit overwhelming, especially once I saw how they were
paying more attention to each other then to me."

Milo nodded. "That's good, and I know Adrian and Natalie weren't ever going to be more than occasional, so I didn't let myself fall in love with
them." He laughed. "It did help calm some of Ade's and my chemistry, though..."

"Bet he was amazing in bed too. He's got the personality that just says he'd be very good at making sure you were jello by the time he was done with
you." Zach smirked. "And she's a beautiful woman, honestly...even I can appreciate that."

"Oh yeah," Milo smiled, remembering. "Jello with a little cream and I don't mean that in the way it might sound. Both of them, really..." He sighed.
"Know what? The one time you kissed me? Was as hot."

Zach debated how to react to that, sipping from his glass again to buy himself time. "Yeah, it was...you're a damn good kisser." He gave the other man
a playful smirk.

"As are you," Milo said, raising his glass. "Your lips know just how to make me feel like jello..." of course, it had been just after that kiss that
Zach had declared that he never slept with co-stars.

"Thought about that night a lot afterword. Felt like I was making a mistake pushing you away. Thought you'd hate me for it. Really glad it didn't
turn out that way. Especially considering how many times you've hit me on screen, and how many accident's there could've been." He studied the ice in his
glass.

"I've felt a lot of things about you over the years," Milo said. "Hate was never one of them." He laughed. "I did consider it once, the scene right
after. I can't deny it. But luckily I was being distracted by Hayden just about then..."

Zach glanced up at him and chuckled. "I could just see that 'Woops'! And Jack or someone trying to explain how one slipped hit is woops, and three is
a problem." He laughed and shook his head. "Its gonna be so weird not having you guys all around constantly. Like losing a family."

"I know... missing it now is going to feel like ten times worse," Milo said. "Now we know we won't end up back together. And no matter how much we
knew it was going to happen someday... I did hope it'd be a little longer."

"All of us did. Just felt like there was more story left to tell. I mean, it was a good point to leave it, but I remember all the stuff we talked
about last year that we wanted to do with the next season, and it just fucks with me because I know it could've been brilliant but now it won't ever happen."
He sighed. "Never will get to tell if Sylar stayed a Hero or not."

"He did, and if he didn't Peter would kick his ass so hard he'd knock the sense back into him," Milo said. "He already lost Nathan. He wasn't going
to let Sylar go too. It would have been like Nathan dying was for nothing and so would the time with Sylar have been."

Zach nodded, sipping his drink. "I think, honestly, that Sylar would've stayed good to honor Peter. After all he killed his brother and he was still
the only one who cared enough to get Sylar out of that wall. He had his reasons, but he still did care by the end of it. Kinda wondered what happened
offscreen between them after a few of the scenes they wrote, honestly." He shook his head.

"Oh don't you know? Sylar regrets Elle and Peter was kissing Emma," Milo teased. "But seriously, yeah... I've wondered too... Peter had this
simultaneous attraction - not necessarily sexual - and repulsion when it came to Sylar."

"They were Yin and Yang. They couldn't exist without each other, not in the right form. And I think there were some very intense scenes of sexual
tension, I mean, when I was in character I certainly felt it." He considered it for a moment. "Maybe that was just us being attracted to each other playing
through though. Who knows."

"I agree," Milo nodded. "Peter wanted Sylar, even if I couldn't say it aloud...." then he nodded, slowly. "The thing is, that attraction never went
away... for Peter and Sylar, or for me... I heard what you said... but Zach... that doesn't apply any more. We don't work together."

"I know...but it could get weird, I can't risk losing a good friend to have someone to fuck around with. No matter how fucking sexy I think you are."
He shook his head. "I won't lose you, and I could if that happened."

Milo smiled. He had plenty of time to convince Zach. "I don't think it would mean getting weird, though. Hayden and I got along pretty well after we
ended things after all. It could be the same for us, if we tried. But I won't push. Just know that if you change your mind, I'm here."

"Hayden and I are two very different people, Mi, and I don't know how I'd react if something happened and I saw you with someone else. Like I said, I
know how I'd be if I got involved seriously with someone, and I don't know if anything between you and I could be just for fun. Its been too long building
up." He frowned, letting himself think about how it could be and how horribly it could end.

"I know you are," Milo said. He thought about it. "Well... you wouldn't have to see me but I get it... even knowing would be too much. The thing is,"
Milo said, quietly, "I think I'd react that way if I found out you were seeing someone now." He swallowed, sure he was pushing too far. But it was true. He
thought about it too, but his thoughts went to it being okay.

Zach sighed softly. "I think we got ourselves too attached, honestly. Its not a horrible thing, but I don't want to hurt you either, not ever." Zach
set a hand on the other mans hand and squeezed it. "The idea of you hurting because of me bothers the hell out of me."

Milo had to agree. "I know. You don't want me to hurt, and I don't want to push you into something more. That would probably only end up hurting us
both, too." He traced the back of Zach's hand, slowly. "Maybe we should... just not say it won't happen?"

Zach nodded slowly, his eyes watching Milo's fingers move over his own skin. "What if they call us back for something? A big budget movie or
something? It could happen and then we'd be costars again, and I'd be breaking my own rules..." He wondered silently how such an innocent touch was hitting
all of the right buttons inside him.

"Well, supposing this happened," and Milo couldn't help but be happy that it appeared that Zach was thinking about something happening. "Either we'd
agree to stop it during filming - it couldn't be more than a few weeks - or we wouldn't stop it at all. Whatever felt right." He was startled by the sound of
the doorbell. "Food," he said. It was an excuse to draw apart if either of them wanted it.

Zach was pulled out of wherever his mind was at the sound of the doorbell. "Shit...okay, let me get that. Meet me in the kitchen and we'll figure out
what we're gonna need to eat..." He gave the other man an awkward smile as he stood, his hand pulling away at the last possible moment, and he walked toward
the door.

Biting his lip, Milo went into the kitchen, giving Noah's fur a ruffle on the way. "It's a pity you can't talk, because I'm sure you could talk some
sense into him," Milo said. He found a cloth and was tempted to light candles but that might be hinting too much. He'd wait for Zach to see what else was
needed.

Zach paid the delivery man, taking the food and heading into the kitchen. He set the bag down on the counter and studied Milo for a moment. He took a
deep breath and reached out, pulling the other man over to him and taking the cloth out of his hands, setting it on the counter next to the bag. He slipped
his arms around Milo's waist then, pulling their bodies flush as he leaned in and grazed his lips against the other mans.

Surprised, Milo squeaked (he would forever deny he had) and then pressed his lips to Zach's, wanting more. He didn't push, though, in case this was
on the spur of the moment. He did let his hands move around Zach's waist and up, over his shirt.

Zach slipped a hand up into Milo's hair, deepening the kiss with a gentle moan. "Fuck, can't hide from this any more..." He whispered against Milo's
lips, grinding their hips together a bit.

"Yeah?" Milo asked, softly, feeling his cock start to harden. "Okay..." and he didn't need to say any more. He let his hands move up further, one
stopping at Zach's neck, the other pushing into his hair. He moaned, too, and ground harder against Zach.

"Yeah..." He spun them, pushing Milo's hips back against the counter, and ground hard, his fingers giving Milo's hair a gentle tug. "Tell me what you
want...show me how you like it..."

"God, just having it..." Milo whispered. But there had been dreams and wishes and ways he'd hoped for it to happen. "Bed... you on top of me so I can
feel you..."

"Oh I'll make sure you feel me baby..." Zach slipped his hand low then, slipping up Milo's shirt to tease the skin of his lower back. "Going to taste
every inch of you..."

"I know you will," Milo said. "You do want this... almost had me convinced you didn't," he whispered. "I want... this. You. However it all turns out,
I want to know how it is to be yours."

"Always wanted this...wouldn't let myself have it." He sighed. "Kept myself at arms length..." He kissed his way to Milo's ear, whispering softly.
"Because I couldn't let myself get too close, I always knew I'd fall if I let myself..."

"But I'm here to catch you," Milo said. "Don't be afraid." He kissed down Zach's neck. "I'm here and I'm not going anywhere."

Zach let out a soft moan, his thigh shifting up between Milos so they could grind more firmly against each other. "Need to get to the bedroom...god
you feel so good against me..." He nipped at Milos neck gently.

"God... you too," Milo said, arching his neck slightly. "Yes... bedroom... I guess it's..." he paused. "You should show me, yeah?" He looked into
Zach's eyes. "Show me where we'll be sleeping tonight. And longer. And doing things other than sleeping."

Zach nodded, grabbing the other mans hand, and barely pulling away. "The food can go in the fridge, and wait till we're done." He grabbed the bag
with his other hand, pulled open the door and stuck it on the top shelf. He shut the door and pulled the other man along with him, toward the bedroom.

"I hadn't even thought of it," Milo confessed as they made their way to the bedroom. "Luckily you have half a brain cell more than I do working," he
teased.

"Because I have a dog, you train yourself that food gets hidden no matter what." He laughed, pushing the bedroom door open and pulling Milo inside.
The room was done in blues and blacks, the bed black, and the walls a deep blue. On the bed was a half dozen pillows, and Zach moved to start tossing them to
the floor. "These are great for when I want to disappear into the bed, but right now they'll only get in the way."

"We can't have that," Milo said, moving to help him. "Because you promised I'd get to feel you," he teased some. He threw a couple pillows down and
pulled the blankets down then. "How do you want me?" he asked.

Zach smiled. "Naked, first, and we'll go from there. Want to take my time and explore." He pulled Milo into another kiss, this one more gentle.

"Naked sounds good," Milo agreed. He returned the kiss. "Might have to have you get me off before you're inside me, though," he admitted. "Exploring
I can do. Waiting that long? Probably not..."

"So worked up already? Should I take that as a compliment?" He teased. "God, not far from there myself though. You're so amazingly hot."

"I've wanted this for years," Milo answered. "But yes, it's definitely a compliment." He glanced down. "I can tell..." he touched Zach's cock through
his pants.

Zach let out a soft whimper at the gentle touch. "Naked, now." He grabbed the hem of the other mans shirt, tugging it upward over his head, before
dropping to his knees and working on his belt buckle.

"God, you look good there," Milo sighed. He helped Zach, though. "God, so beautiful..." just looking down at him was enough to make Milo's blood pump
harder.

Zach smiled, getting the other mans pants loose and hooking them, along with his underwear, pulling them both down. "I want your cock in my mouth,
want to taste you..." He glanced up at the other man, deciding not to wait for permission, and taking the head of his cock into his mouth.

Like Milo would have said no anyway. His strangled "yes," might have been permission or might have been something else. "Please," might, too, have
been permission or simply begging. He could feel his knees buckling but somehow managed to stay upright.

Zach pulled away and smiled up at the other man. "You taste so good...sit down on the bed, let me get these off the rest of the way, so I can really
get going." Zach tugged at the pants around Milo's ankles.

Milo sat back on the bed and lifted his feet so Zach could get the pants off. "Can't wait to see you," he smiled. "And your mouth is fucking amazing.
In case you didn't get that from the moans."

Zach laughed softly. "Just getting started." He gave the other mans thigh a nip as he pulled his pants off and tossed them, scooting forward and
taking the other mans cock in again, swallowing it greedily and starting to move over it, his lips tight around it.

"Don't know if I'm gonna survive... oh fucking hell!" Milo yelled, and he tried not to push, to ask for more than Zach was giving, because it felt so
wonderfully good and he didn't want to ask for more, but his hips still moved, just a little.

Zach reached his arms under Milo's thighs, using them to prop the other man at a better angle, and guide them to rock at a good pace. He groaned
happily at the feeling of the other man slipping down his throat.

"God, baby, yes," Milo rocked his hips and groaned, it felt amazing and Zach's mouth was so hot and wet, so perfect. Milo wasn't going to come quite
yet, but felt just right. "Baby..."

Zach hummed softly, testing to see if the other man liked it, his hand coming up to cup the other mans balls gently.

"Ohhhh, I like..." Milo moaned softly. He thought he'd probably like anything and everything Zach did but that was so good.

Zach moaned happily against the other mans thigh, enjoying the feeling of the other man thrusting against his face and letting him go as much as he
liked.

"Fuck... oh baby, so... so good," Milo sighed, loving the feel of Zach against him. "Feels so amazing..." he stroked Zach's hair, tugging just a
little.

Zach groaned a bit louder at the tug, the sensation of it shooting to his cock.

"Like that, huh?" Milo sighed, and did it again, wanting Zach to feel good too.

Zach pushed the other mans cock down his throat fully then, forcing himself not to gag. His hand slid down the front of his pants.

"Oh god, love you taking all of me," Milo moaned. "Feels so good to be all the way down your throat... god... never thought... but we're here..."
Milo curled Zach's hair around his fingers.

Zach groaned happily, loving every sensation. He shuddered and gave his cock a rough squeeze, trying to keep himself calmer then he really thought
possible.

"So hot, love your mouth, dreamed of this," Milo was only half aware of what he was actually saying. "You make me feel so amazing..."

Zach slipped his finger lower then, pressing the tip of it against the other man's hole gently, testing if he wanted that.

"YES!" Milo didn't realise he'd yelled until it echoed in his ears. "Please, yes, want that," he moaned. Zach pulled up, this tongue teasing the
head of the other mans cock, running the tip of his finger through the moisture on Milo's cock, and then slipping it back down to press it inside, just
barely, as his mouth slipped down again. "Oh fuck," Milo rolled his hips, and groaned. "That's just so perfect, baby, love the feel of your mouth so damn
much, think I'm already addicted to your mouth and tongue... love you inside me too... can't wait to feel your cock there..." Zach pressed his finger
deeper with a growl, his head moving over the other mans shaft faster, wanting to make the other man lose control."Zach... fuck..." Milo knew he was close,
but he didn't know how close, until he exploded into Zach's mouth. "Oh... baby..." and he shook as he came down Zach's throat.

Zach swallowed the other man, continuing to slip his mouth over him until he'd stopped coming. He pulled up and smiled at Milo. "Fuck you're gorgeous
when you come."

Catching his breath, Milo smiled. "Thank you... god, baby, that was so good..." he sighed. "Come up here, let me feel you?"

Zach smiled, pulling his shirt off as he stood. "So hot to know I have you naked and coming, when I haven't even got my cock out yet." He slipped his
pants down, stepping out of them to get free, then laid on top of the other man with a happy groan.

"That is hot," Milo nodded. He reached down, wrapping his fingers around Zach's cock. "But I have to say, it's a shame in one way, because you are so
beautiful naked, baby... maybe I'll keep you that way," he smiled. "Would you mind?"

"God no, not as long as you were there with me, and you didn't mind me jerking off at the sight of you every chance I got." He smiled, rolling his
hips so he could feel the other mans cock against his own.

"I wouldn't mind that at all," Milo answered, shuddering a little at the feel of Zach against him. "You're so hard, baby..."

"That's your fault." Zach teased. "The taste of your come is enough to get me there all on its own."

"If it's my fault, I should do something about it," Milo stroked a little harder. "What would you like, baby? My mouth? Keep going with my hand?
Something else?"

"Just your hand for now...don't want to come too fast. Would really like to come inside you, but I might not be able to make it if I am in your mouth
first." He arched into the touch.

"Mmm, well, I would love for you to come inside me... do you want that, baby?" Milo asked. "Do you want to make me all slick and ready for you and
then slide inside me?"

"Fuck yes I do... Want to make you feel me for days..." He murmured. "I...fuck baby I don't have condoms." Zach growled. "Didn't get any for this
apartment yet, figured it would stop me from making any mistakes."

Milo bit his lip. He understood and wasn't unhappy that Zach had wanted to make sure he didn't make a mistake. "I haven't been with anyone since I
was tested," he said softly. "How about you?"

"Tested clean in January for my contract for Trek,no one since then..." He smiled. "Aren't you a well behaved boy..." He nipped Milo's lip.

"I try," Milo smiled. "Mostly it was the end of things with Hayden and nothing really appealing for a while there... and I guess maybe I was still
holding out some hope that this might happen... just in the back of my mind," he said softly.

"And the hope was for a good reason huh?" He rolled his hips into Milo's hand. "So...you want to do this without one? I don't think I ever have..."

"Seems so," Milo agreed, and he nodded. "Yeah... I'm going to admit I wouldn't be so eager, even though I trust you, if you did have condoms, but...
I'm not waiting any longer than I have to." He offered a smile. "Just hope you've got lube or are prepared to use your tongue a lot."

"Oh I have lube for myself, brought that with me, along with my toys." He pulled away and opened the drawer on the night stand, slipping the bottle
out and tossing it on the bed beside them. "Don't think I won't use my tongue though..."

"Toys, hmmm?" Milo asked, grinning. "Well, if you haven't been with anyone... I guess you'd need them. I have too," he said. "Not with me..." and
then he processed. "Yeah? You want that? Because fuck, I do."

Zach nodded. "Meant it when I said I wanted to taste every inch of you baby." He smiled. "Thought about it a lot, actually. Usually with one of those
toys close by.."

"You did," Milo nodded. "I meant now... do you want that now?" he asked. "Or do you need to be inside me? I'm good with whatever you want right now,
baby."

"Oh I meant now...consider it me prepping you for the lube." He winked playfully. He pulled back and pushed the other mans knees up gently, leaning in
and giving his hole a gentle lick.

"Not sure I... oh god, yes, more please, baby," Milo said the moment he felt the gentle touch of Zach's tongue. "Please, baby."

Zach sighed softly, his tongue pressing more firmly then, pushing harder on the other mans thighs. "You taste amazing..."

"You feel amazing," Milo echoed, hips shifting to give Zach better access. "Please, baby, don't stop now. I'll beg harder if you need me to. Maybe
even if you don't."

Zach laughed against the other mans skin, pressing his tongue in as far as he could then.

Milo chuckled too, and then he moaned. "God, yes, fuck me with your tongue, it feels so good, baby." Zach slipped a finger inside then, pressing
his tongue along side of it, and moaning softly. Milo sighed, moving to take more in, as much as he could. "Yeah... god, that's good, and fuck, starting
to get hard again..." Zach continued his pace for a moment, before pushing in a second finger, and spreading them slightly to make the other man feel
spread open. "Oh baby, yes, fuck..." Milo groaned. "Love that, want you to stretch me because I'm going to need to be stretched to take your cock..."

Zach started to pump his fingers then, hooking them slightly so they'd hit the other mans prostate as he traced the other mans hole with the tip of
his tongue. "God... driving me crazy," Milo groaned. He was hard again, almost shocked it had happened so fast. "Feels so amazing, and god, your tongue...."

"Can't get enough of the taste of you baby." He murmured between licks.

"Mmm, don't think I'll ever get enough of your tongue," Milo replied. "Or of you at all."

"Good, I plan on being around if you want me there or not, for a very long time." Zach said softly, pumping his fingers faster.

"I want you here," Milo said. "Not just this... but for everything." He swallowed, hoping this wouldn't be taken for sexual excitement. "I meant it
when I said we could hide things. Or not... whatever is right."

Zach considered that for a moment. "Really?" He pulled back and looked up at the other man, his fingers still moving, but slowing..

"I don't want to rush it," Milo said, softly, looking into Zach's eyes. "But... eventually? I don't know if we'll even be able to hide it after a
certain amount of time."

"Yah..." Zach thought about it. "We have plenty of time to make the decision of when to tell the world too, if we decide too." He nodded, speeding
up his hand again and thrusting harder. "Tell me what you want baby..." He couldn't let himself linger on the other thing, it would distract him too much if
he did.

Milo nodded, it was decided enough for now and then he had to answer Zach. "I want you inside me, I want you to fuck me so hard I'm walking funny
tomorrow. And I want it now."

Zach slipped his fingers out, moving up to kiss the other man gently. "Gonna give you that baby. I want to make you feel amazing, want to make you
sore in the best possible way..."

"I'm not entirely impatient," Milo said. "Just want you, so much... and I want to feel you for a long, long time..." he sighed and returned the kiss.

"You are already making me feel so amazing, but I want to feel you inside me."

Zach rocked his hips teasing the other mans hole with the head of his cock, wanting to give the other man more build up, and not wanting to break the
kiss just yet.

"Please, baby," Milo begged. "Please go inside? I want to feel you so bad, feel you without a condom..." he was finding that hotter than he'd
thought. "Fuck... so hot to think of that."

"Nothing between us...just skin to skin..." He moaned, slipping his hand down to press his cock inside, just a bit. "Tell me if I'm hurting you
okay?"

"Okay," Milo nodded. He could feel the stretch, but it wasn't painful, not yet. "Feels too good to hurt, though," he smiled. "You feel so amazing."

"You feel so tight...god...I love knowing I'm opening you up..." He sighed softly, pushing a bit further then and groaning. "Fuck..."

"Love how you feel, stretching me so good, and it's... yeah, fuck," Milo sighed. "Amazing, baby. Just amazing."

Zach sank in fully then, gasping as he felt their hips touch. "God...I'm in you all the way now...my god..."

"Didn't know it could feel better," Milo said. "But it does... god, baby it so does, feels so good and so right with you."

Zach nodded, leaning in to press a soft kiss to the other mans hips, giving a gentle test thrust, seeing if everything was okay, or if he needed to
add lube to them both.

Milo stiffened for a second, but it was right. "Good..." he sighed happily. "Feels... fuck. Great? That might be a good enough word for it."

Zach laughed softly. "Never felt something this good..." He rocked slowly, not wanting to overwhelm either one of them just yet.

"Know what you mean," Milo agreed, moving slowly too, just to meet Zach's gentle thrust, not pushing for more. He didn't need to. "Perfect..."

Zach nodded, pulling back and thrusting in a bit harder. "You're so amazingly sexy...just watching you feel this is hot..."

"Knowing you're feeling it too makes it hotter," Milo gasped. "That's... yeah, you are too, you're hot, sexy and amazing, baby."

Zach pulled the other mans thighs against his sides, starting to thrust steadily now, but keeping his pace slow. He let himself relish the feeling of
the other man tight around him, before he lost the ability to think clearly and enjoy it completely.

Milo reached up to touch Zach's face, soft and gentle, allowing the other man to set things, wanting him to. He loved the feel of Zach inside him,
stretching him so carefully and so well.

"Thought about this... lots... never felt this good." He pressed a gentle kiss to the other mans palm, grazing with his teeth as he did.

"Mmmm, god, better than any fantasy could ever be," Milo agreed. "Fuck... every little thing feels so much better, so wonderful, with you."

Zach reached down, grazing his fingertips over the head of the other mans cock. "Look at how hard you are for me again. God that's amazing..."

"Just... just the way you affect me," Milo sighed. "The way you make me... god... your tongue could get me hard just after coming, I think."

"I'll remember the way to your heart..." He teased. "A few licks and I'll make you accept any apology, I bet..." He jerked his hips in roughly then,
curious to see how rough the other man really liked it.

"Very likely," Milo was saying and then he moaned. "Yes! Fuck, yes, that's so good, baby. I like you to be rough... sometimes..."

"Not too much this first time baby... don't worry... I just have time to test your limits... but I don't think I can be gentle either." He kept his
hips moving as he moaned.

"I know," Milo nodded. "Don't need you to be gentle... no need to push my limits until we're ready but you can be rough. I want that baby, need it,
even..."

Zach nodded, gripping Milo's hips then, his fingers almost gripping hard enough to leave bruises, and slammed himself in, growling at the feeling.
"Fuck baby..."

"God yes, this... just like this," Milo pushed up hard to meet the thrusts, his hands on Zach's shoulders gripping as tight as Zach's hands on his
hips. "Fuck..."

Zach grunted as he thrusted, leaning in to nip at Milo's lip as he did, pushing Milo's hips up as he did and going deeper. "Fuck..." He panted softly.

"Yeah," Milo agreed. It felt really wonderful, everything Zach was doing set him on fire. "Baby..."

Zach pressed their mouths together again, this time more roughly as the thrusted, his body trembling as he moved.

"You must be so close, baby," Milo whispered against Zach's lips. "You haven't already come..." he arched. "Fuck, you must be about to explode."

"Holding back, want to make sure I get as much of you as I can..." He shuddered, his breath speeding a bit as the other man spoke.

"You can have as much of me as you want, all the time now, baby," Milo said. He loved that Zach's breath sped up and he tightened his muscles around
Zach's cock. "God baby."

Zach whimpered. "Need you to come with me..." He reached a hand down to stroke the other mans shaft roughly.

"God, yes," Milo agreed. "Need to come with you, need... oh god, baby need you so much... and that's..."

Zach was beyond thinking now, his hips slamming hard into the other man as he stroked him. "Fuck baby...right there.."

"Yeah, right there, so close again, baby, gonna come all over you and feel you... inside me," Milo was vocal but he was only really aware of the last
part. "Want to feel you fill me inside..."

Zach gasped at the thought as it pushed him over the edge, his hips bucking hard as he exploded, moaning loudly, his hand trying jerking the other
man erratically as he came.

Milo was so close the feel of Zach inside him was enough to push him over - again. He moaned and held Zach tightly to him. "Perfect, baby," he said.

Zach kissed the other man deeply, his hand still stroking over his cock, lazily now as they rode the last waves of their orgasms. "That...my god
yes..."

"Yeah," Milo agreed, breathlessly. "If... if the first time's not as good as the later ones, I'm not sure we're gonna survive," he chuckled.

"We'll overdose on orgasms, and we'll be found in bed together and outed on TMZ. Good lord, that would be a brilliant way to go." Zach laughed,
pressing a kiss to Milo's shoulder.

"It really would," Milo said. "But not for a long time. I want a life with you," he said. "Even if we have to be separated for work some of the
time..."

Zach nodded, shifting so he could lay beside Milo, setting his head on the other mans chest and sighing softly. "That's gonna suck, but we'll make it
through."

"We will. Phone sex and weekends and sudden crazy 'there for the night even if we only get three hours together awake' visits will help us get
through," Milo said.

"Yeah, I actually like the sound of that... needing you so desperately the sound of your voice is enough to get me hard..." He thought about that for
a moment. "I'm really happy this happened Mi..."

"Mmm, I know, phone sex can be really hot and I know it would be with you." Milo looked up at Zach. "Me too, baby. I wasn't expecting it, or even
pushing for it too much but... I'm glad I talked you into it."

Zach smiled at that. "I know, you never pushed, and I appreciated it more then I can ever say. This is so much better because of it." He traced his
fingers over Milo's chest slowly. "This is gonna be amazing if we let it."

"I did a little, today, but only because you were being negative about things I know we can get past," Milo said. "But yeah, it is so much better. We
need to not let it go with our insecurities... I know that'll be hard for us both..."

"That's gonna be hard...does your family know? Joe and Mom know I'm gay, but only friends know otherwise..." He chewed his lip slightly.

"My family know," Milo nodded. "It... has been kind of theoretical in the long term sense, but they know," he said softly.

Zach nodded. "Joe's always trying to play matchmaker when he meets a hot male model or musician. He'll be happy I'm with someone. He's the perpetual
bachelor, but his baby brothers not allowed to be happily single." He chuckled.

"Well, he'll just have to matchmake himself," Milo said. "I'm not ready to share you yet. Maybe later..." he said. "It's fun to play with others, but
not yet."

"I don't know if I'll ever get enough of you to have some to spare for someone else." Zach smiled. "And he's too busy playing with as many people as
he can get away with and still be safe. We're just about polar opposites when it comes to that type of thing."

"You know that when he meets the right person it'll be like none of the others ever existed, though," Milo said. "And I feel the same, but I don't
ever want to say that we can't pick someone up for a night if we want that, you know? But only if we both want it."

Zach thought about that for a moment before nodding. "If we're separate for work we'd have to set boundaries..."

"I can't imagine wanting to be with anyone when you're not there," Milo said. "But it might happen."

"Well...if it ever comes up, we should probably set rules. But it doesn't have to be today. Could even be a case by case thing. Sometimes lust builds
up if you let it. And a phone isn't enough. We'll figure it out if it comes up, I just don't want to put a limit on anything just yet." He said softly.

"I feel the same," Milo nodded. "No limits until we need to set them." He kissed the corner of Zach's mouth. "Tell me some of your fantasies about
me?"

Zach felt his cheeks redden, biting his lip for a moment. "I don't know where to start, there have been quite a few."

"I never knew you blushed. Or that you looked so good doing it," Milo said. He kissed along one of the patches of red. "Start at the beginning.
Beyond what we've already done, what's the thing you'd most like to do with me, sexually?"

Zach laid there thinking for a moment. "Well, I always used to think about putting on a show for you...fuck myself with my toys, and have you sitting
there watching. Once you got so turned on you couldn't handle it, you'd take it from me, and fuck me yourself. You'd be rough from being so horny, and I'd
come so hard I saw stars."

Milo swallowed. "Yeah, I could handle that. Though you might need to tie me so I can't just leap over and take you after a couple minutes. Just loose
enough so I can get out of it, but enough to keep me restrained," he said.

"Only if you promised to 'break free' and use the rope to tie my hands while you fucked me." He smiled. "That would be so hot..."

"Oh yes, that would have to be a part of it," Milo nodded. "You're so sexy."

"Spent plenty of time with my fantasies, that's all." He smiled. "You just help me let it out."

"You have a great, dirty mind," Milo said. "I wonder if mine will be too vanilla..." he teased. "Then again... heavy bondage isn't exactly vanilla...
neither is leather."

"That's so dirty, in such a good way...which side of the bondage do you prefer to be on? Its not always the same, I'm sure, but everyone has a
preference." Zach licked his lips at the thoughts coming to his mind.

"My preference is definitely to be the one tied. I'm not going to say I wouldn't love to tie you down and tease you so much you're begging me to let
you come," Milo said. "But the one that has got me off more times than I can count is you doing it to me."

"Oh that will be fun." Zach smiled. "I am willing to bet you make amazing noises when you're out of control. Whimpering and panting, calling my name if
you're not gagged."

"It will, and I don't know, you'll have to tell me... I've done it but I get the feeling that with you it's going to be entirely different in the
best sense of the word."

Zach nodded. "I will want to try it the other way too. Its too tempting not too. Love the thought of coming undone for you." He sighed.

"Yes, god, imagining you writhing for me, maybe just from my words, not even having touched you yet... god," Milo moaned, softly.

"You're working yourself up...we should probably be resting." Zach slipped up to kiss him. "Or at least taking a shower to wash the sex off."

"It's just being here with you," Milo said, smiling. "Yeah... either or both works for me." He smiled. "Maybe shower, then rest? And not too much
play - don't think I can keep my hands off you completely - in the shower?"

"Okay...I don't think I'd be able to not touch you either, especially not seeing you naked and wet for me." He smiled at the other man. "You're too hot
not to touch baby."

"I'm not sure I can ever keep my hands off you again, except in public," Milo confided. "I just... I need to touch you so much."

"I'm more then willing to let that happen." He chuckled lightly. "And we have time to make up for, so I'm all in favor of us getting caught up."

"We do," Milo nodded. "I guess that means we have to get up soon. Or now, but soon doesn't sound quite as immediate."

"No...soon doesn't sound like as much of a rush. I do like the idea of the shower though. The hot water will take the ache out of our muscles." He
sighed.

"Yeah, it does seem like a good idea. We were going to eat, but I don't think I have the energy," Milo said.

"Shower, eat, nap...the water might energize us, and I don't want to wake up starving." Zach nodded. "Sounds like a good plan of attack."

"Let's hope so," Milo sounded skeptical. "It's going to take some to energise me - you've drained me. Did I mention I also want to be inside you
soon?"

"No, but I'm excited and willing." Zach stretched slightly, groaning as the muscles expanded. "Always willing for you."

"Mmm, excited and willing, I like that. But tomorrow," Milo said. "I think. Who knows, if we really get energised..."

"I don't think I want to rush into that just yet...tomorrow is fine, but I don't know if I can handle that much good in one day." Zach laughed
softly.

"I know what you mean," Milo nodded. "It might feel like we're rushing too much, and we have a very long time to do everything. We might need it," he
teased.

"Oh I'm sure we will. I mean, I'm sure every time I touch you I'll find some other thing that I want to do to you. It will snowball and we'll have a
long list of things we want to do." He smiled. "That's going to be fun actually."

"It really is, finding these things is going to be so much fun," Milo said. "We should maybe get up. Slowly."

Zach nodded, shifting enough to let Milo up. "Its the going part that's the problem, isn't it. The urge to move just isn't that pressing when I'm
moving away from you." He chuckled, sitting up and stretching his arms above his head.

"Luckily I'm right here, so we're not really moving away from each other, just kind of... in the same direction?" Milo suggested, stretching himself
and sighing as his muscles fell into place again. "God..."

"Aches in all the right ways, doesn't it?" Zach smiled. "Bathrooms there." He pointed. "The other doors the closet. We're close enough in size where
if you need something to wear then you can borrow my stuff."

"Oh yeah," Milo nodded. "Thanks. I figure I'll need to get my stuff... uh... if you want me to stay here, that is. We can always spin it as friends
and we'd get more time. Unless that's too fast?"

Zach thought about it. "Lets start with moving some stuff, see how it works, and go from there? I don't want you to uproot and come here and find out
we can't share a space well."

"I meant the stuff from the hotel," Milo chuckled. "The rest... can wait. I know I have to go back in a few weeks..." he sighed. "I already don't
want to."

"We'll do it a bit at a time, till going there will be you making a trip, and coming here will be coming home." Zach smiled. "Though if you have the
same amount of stuff in your home as you managed to cram in your trailer, we'll probably need a bigger place."

"Okay," Milo nodded. "Where you are will be... maybe already is... home," he said. Then he chuckled. "It's at least twice the size of a trailer and I
have the equivalent amount of... stuff."

"Oh lord, we're gonna need so much more space." He stood, holding out a hand to Milo. "Lets go get clean."

"We'll find it," Milo said, confidently. "And I'll fuck you on every surface we can manage it on too," he squeezed Zach's hand. "Maybe even on a few
we shouldn't be able to manage it on..."

"Inventive. Gotta say I appreciate that." Zach laughed, pulling the other man into the spacious bathroom. "This, is one of the big selling points of
this apartment. There's a seat in the shower like all the hotels have. I figured it would come in handy for when and if I had someone to shower with. Plus if
I decide to jerk off in the shower its more comfortable."

"I like inventive," Milo said. He laughed. "Oh and speaking of inventive... great idea... and well, you do now..." He laughed. "So have you tried it
and is it if you have?"

"Works really well if I feel like bringing a toy in to ride." He smiled. "And I can just stand up to clean off after."

"I want to watch that," Milo said. "Watch you get off that way and then suck my cock."

"I'd rather have you sitting there for me to ride..." Zach pressed a hand to Milo's chest, leaning in to give a nipping kiss. "Ride you till I come
and then let you jerk off on my face..."

"I could work with that," Milo nodded. "Fuck, you wearing my come would be really hot... wouldn't mind that the other way round either."

"Neither would I." Zach moved to the shower, starting the water. "Grab a towel from the linen closet." He pointed towards a small door in the corner.

"I always forget and have to grab one." He laughed softly at himself. "I really should install a towel rack, even one just mounted on the wall, but I always
forget. The decorator that works for the hotel said they decided against them because they were going for an 'uncluttered' look. What the fuck that means
I'll never know honestly."

"Wouldn't it be more cluttered if you had to have the towels laying around?" Milo asked, grabbing two for them. "I have no idea, but decorating is
definitely not in the gay gene I ended up with. Or should that be bi gene? Whatever. It's not there."

"I can do situational decorating. Its the only artistic thing I got really. I can write a little, but I'll be damned if I can't make anywhere look
great in prep for a party. All the rest of the artistic genes went to Joe. Acting is something I don't have to work for. Finding the character is the hardest
part, but it just comes to me once I hit the vein... Not really the same thing." He smiled. "Bi Genes sound like a high end mends body scrub line, by the
way."

"I can probably get a party to look decent but not like say why a blue cushion works better than a green one," Milo said. He laughed. "I think it'd
be bio genes, but yeah, it does, doesn't it?" he laughed. "I can also write reasonably okay, you've seen me act and I sing. Mostly badly."

"You do those last two pretty well, quit down playing it. I haven't read your writing though, I'm careful who I show my stuff too, so many options
going on right now I don't want anyone stealing my thoughts for their own. I know you'd never do that but on set I had to keep everything pretty close to the
chest." He sighed. "I hate having to watch my back constantly like that. "

"I wasn't down playing the acting," Milo said. "Maybe we can show each other our writing sometime," he suggested. "If we feel it's right." He nodded.
"I hate that too... feeling like wanting to be open and happy about something is... wrong."

"When I first got Trek I was afraid to get reactions from certain people. Just cause I didn't know how they'd react." He shook his head. "Thats like
getting a promotion and being afraid to tell your family. Once the eyebrows went though, I couldn't hide it anymore."

Milo couldn't help laughing. "I'm just imagining you trying to say it was just something new you were trying. You know some of us would've probably
bought that, too."

"I don't like lying. Avoiding answering questions is far easier. And I'm far more used to doing it." He chuckled. "And people would've called
bullshit on it eventually anyway."

"I know, it's just amusing," Milo stepped under the water. "Come here, baby. I miss touching you already."

Zach stepped in, pulling the shower door closed behind him and wrapping his arms around Milo's waist. "Here, is that better baby?" He smiled back.

"Just right," Milo leaned against Zach. "Hope you don't mind, I think I'm going to be just a little clingy after sex. Always have been." He kissed
Zach's jaw softly.

"Totally do not mind that." He tilted his head back, enjoying every touch of the other mans lips.

"Mmm, good," Milo said. "You're one of the first who hasn't. A lot of the guys I've been with were kind of... not as affectionate as I like. One even
called me girly. While I admit I have my moments, I don't think this is under that umbrella."

"Needing to be touched doesn't make you girly, it makes you human." He said softly. "The rest is just macho bullshit they put in our heads when we're
younger." Zach shook his head. "I like you just like this, don't worry."

"I know... and you get it," Milo smiled. "Knew you wouldn't feel that way. Yeah, I know that deep down but when the guy you want to touch you tells
you that..." he laid his head on Zach's shoulder. "Thanks, baby."

"People say hurtful things when they get challenged. Fuck them if they don't get how important it is to let yourself feel." He shook his head and
kissed Milo's forehead.

"Repression... I think I got into acting because I was so open in the first place," Milo said. "Needed an outlet for my emotions."

"I am more then willing to be your outlet. Any way you'd like." He said softly, stroking the other mans hair.

"Mmm, this is good, having you and knowing you understand is a good start," Milo said. He stroked up Zach's back. "This is... you make me happy,
baby."

"We'll see how you feel about that once I've had more time to drive you crazy." Zach teased lightly. "But it does feel good huh? Just having this..."

"It feels so good, amazing, right, perfect," Milo answered. He picked up the body scrub and a washcloth and started washing Zach. "Feels like
everything fell into place."

Zach nodded. "Think its been waiting for me to quit being stubborn so it could fall for a while now." He laughed at himself slightly. "I have my
reasons for that rule of course...but I should've seen."

"I think so, but I do understand. And no looking back with regret. It happened when it was meant to," Milo stroked the cloth over Zach's skin.

Zach let out a soft sigh at the sensation. "You're so gentle, in the best way...I can't wait to see what you're like when you fuck me."

"Not gentle," Milo grinned. "Not like this, anyway." He kissed Zach's jaw. "Like you were with me, just rough enough for it to be good the first
time, and increasing as we get used to each other."

"I like the sound of that... nice and rough..." He smiled at the other man, leaning into his touch a bit.

"Mmm, yes. I want to fuck you so hard you feel just about like I do right now, just a pleasant ache," Milo said. "It's exactly right... as it all
seems to be with you."

Zach grinned at that. "I can't wait..." He pulled the other man up to kiss him softly.

"It won't be long, I promise you that," Milo said. "I'm still half-tempted to do that tonight, you know. But only half because I see your point as to
why waiting is a good thing."

Zach nodded, leaning in to graze the other mans shoulder with his lips. "We have all the time in the world, but I do understand your point too... I
love how you taste..."

"We might just do more," Milo said, stroking Zach's hair. "I think my energy levels are definitely up."

"I'd like that.." Zach sighed, nuzzling the other mans neck gently. "You're so sexy..."

"You are too, I've thought about you so much," Milo whimpered softly. "Thought about you doing so many things with me..."

"And too you...and for you as well I'm sure." Zach teased, his fingers scraping down the other mans sides gently.

"All of the above," Milo nodded. "Everything from fucking me in the shower to kneeling at my feet and kissing my toes."

"And I'm game for it all... and if you've noticed, we are in a shower..." He reached down to cup Milo's ass gently.

"Why do you think I said that particular one," Milo asked, pressing back. "At this moment?"

"You're gonna be more then a little sore tomorrow if I fuck you again baby, you sure you want that?" He nipped the other mans shoulder gently.

Milo bit his lip. "I want it, but..." he sighed. "Should I have not tempted you?" he asked.

"I'm not mad, I just want to make sure before anything... maybe I could be really gentle... or just play with your ass some..." He shrugged slightly.

"Fucking doesn't have to mean penetration, even if it is the standard."

"I love you," Milo said. He hadn't meant to, but Zach was just being so amazing, about everything, and it wasn't like he hadn't thought it, a lot.
He nodded. "We'll make it work..."

Zach smiled at that. "If I knew that getting a guy to say that was as easy as being willing to not make them sore for three days, I'd have done it a
long time ago..." He slipped a finger between the other mans cheeks, just grazing the opening there. "You want me to see how sensitive you are before we give
up fully?"

Milo sighed. "Well, there are likely other ways," but he wouldn't say more, he was too relieved that he hadn't botched everything completely. "Yes, I
think that's a good idea, because that feels so good," he said with a soft whimper.

"Okay babe...just tell me if it gets too much..." He pushed the tip of his finger in, trying not to think about how fast all of this was happening,
even if it felt amazing. He teased the other mans hole lightly, not going too deep just yet, letting the other man readjust to having something inside of
him.

"I'll let you know," Milo nodded. "That's nice... feels good," He whimpered some, but it was with pleasure. "If you go gentle, it might be okay... if
that's okay for you... you can go rougher if you want... I'll get by."

"I'll go as gentle as possible. I still want to know if it gets intense. I don't want you in pain, not just so I can get off.." Zach pressed a bit
deeper then, grazing Milo's prostate.

"You'd be the first," Milo muttered, he hoped it was too soft for Zach to hear it over the water. "It's okay, baby, and this feels so good," he said
a little louder, moaning.

Zach flinched at the other mans words, shaking his head slightly. "I never want to make you feel pain. I want to make you feel amazing...fuck the
people who hurt you right out from under your skin."

Milo looked up. "It wasn't... like, intentional, most of the time. It was just it hurt, but they wanted more and I wanted to please them..." he
whispered. "Want to please you, too..."

"You are pleasing me. By being here, being you, and reminding me how wrong I was for wanting to be alone." He gave the other man a gentle kiss on the
neck. "You don't have to feel pain to make me happy."

"Okay," Milo nodded. "I'll let you know... but it's not hurting yet, I promise..." he said. "Can I please have a little more?"

"Of course baby, I don't think I'll ever be able to turn that down...another finger? Or are you ready for me to try for my cock?" He scratched his
fingers down Milo's side gently, enjoying the feeling of the muscle beneath his fingertips.

Milo thought about it, and kissed Zach. "As long as you keep it gentle," he needed the assurance more than not thinking Zach would, "I think we can
try for your cock... I think I'm gonna be addicted to that feeling," he said.

Zach nodded. "I'll go from behind this time, put my head on your shoulder so I won't lose anything you say in the shower noise." He slipped behind
the other man, wrapping his arm around Milo's waist, reaching his hand lower and teasing the other mans hole with the head of his cock.

"God, yes," Milo agreed. "I'll promise to speak up, good or... oh... oh Zach, more, baby... god..." Milo whimpered. "Just a little inside, please,
don't tease too much..."

Zach pressed inside a bit, letting himself push, but only enough to slip the head in. "Fuck, you're still loose. That should not be as sexy as it is..."

"That's because you prepped me so well," Milo said. "Maybe that will make it easier...." he smiled. "I hope so..."

"It should baby." He smiled, pressing just a bit deeper, his hand moving to rest on Milo's hip. "This is going to be so fucking amazing...every time
will be for us."

"It will," Milo nodded. "It doesn't hurt, at all. There's the ache that taking a cock means, but no more," he said, quietly. "Baby... you are
amazing."

"I'm nothing special, the guys before were assholes, that's all." Zach laughed lightly against Milo's shoulder. "You feel so good around me baby. My
cock is almost all the way in now."

"No, you are special," Milo said. "You care enough not to hurt me... that alone would make you special," he said. "But you're you, and that is
another reason you're special. And you're mine. Just as I'm yours. God... I can feel," Milo said. "So good."

"Perfect... god Mi..." He hooked his chin over the other mans shoulder, sinking in the rest of the way and letting out a soft gasp. "Fuck, I'm in
now... is it okay?"

Milo hadn't even noticed - he'd felt it, but he hadn't noticed a single bit of discomfort. "Just right... doesn't hurt at all, baby," he said. "Feels
so right."

Zach smiled at that, pressing a kiss below Milo's ear, pulling back just a little and giving an experimental thrust. "What about this? Is this okay?"

"This is so good," Milo said. "Maybe not too much harder, though," he added. "This is good... not sure if more might not hurt. But just like this
continuing is good."

Zach nodded. "Okay, I can do that." He rocked his hips, trying to keep the pace as steady as he could. "God this feels good."

"God, it does," Milo nodded. He rocked with Zach, liking the feel of Zach so deep in him. "You feel wonderful."

"Some time we'll have to do this on the bed, me rocking into you just enough to give you friction. Make you come from rubbing against the sheet."
Zach reached his hand down to tease the other mans cock.

"Fuck, yes, the idea alone might get me off," Milo answered. "Want to do so much with you... you have no idea..." deep down, way deeper than Milo
could ever bring up just yet, there were thoughts of commitment, even a family. He had a tight rein on that though, at least for now.

"You're like a kid with how quick you get riled up, I'm going to have to teach you some restraint." Zach teased. "And I'll make sure to have awesome
fun doing it too."

"You make me feel like a kid sometimes - in good ways. Like you're my first but at the same time we know enough to know that it's more than just the
first," Milo said.

"The idea of me being your first is sexy. We might have to play with that a little..." Zach stroked the other mans cock, thrusting his hips just a
slight bit harder, more out of pleasure the anything else.

"That would be hot," Milo said. It didn't hurt, even though he noticed the slight increase. "Touch me... baby, please, need more."

Zach growled softly, his arm pulling Milo back tight against his chest, his hand stroking Milo's cock a bit faster. "The idea of corrupting you is one
I can't help but find amazingly hot."

"I love the idea of you taking some of my innocence," Milo said. "I think you might do that, somehow." He thrust into Zach's touch. "Everything with
you is amazingly hot."

"That's because its really fucking intense." Zach tightened his hand a little bit, trying to give the other man something to fuck into.

"So... true," Milo stuttered as he pushed back onto Zach's cock. "God... you're so..." he shuddered. "This is all good," he said. "Just... like you
say. Intense as hell."

"God, love that you're fucking my cock yourself. So needy and so sexy..." He sighed happily. "Your enough to drive me crazy."

"Needy for you," Milo groaned. "Plus I know I'm not gonna go harder than I can take... going to do all I can to drive you crazy, baby."

"So damn sexy. Go on then, use my cock like its you're toy." He shuddered into the other mans ear. "Fuck me baby."

"Better than a toy, though," Milo said. "Because it's a part of you..." he tightened around Zach's cock and rolled his hips, hoping Zach would like
that.

"Fuck yes...that's so goddamn good." Zach panted softly. "You feel so tight."

"Maybe it's that you're so big in me," Milo answered, his own breathing hitching some. "Fuck..."

"God Mi, baby..." He stroked faster then, nipping along his shoulder. "I love this, so perfect."

"I know, Zach... god, so good, feels like we know each other so well already..." Milo groaned.

"Feels so good to know that this is you, baby... fuck.... my Milo." He said softly.

"Yours," Milo agreed, softly. "Always yours, Zach." He continued moving.

He rocked his hips up then, going as deep as he can, and moaning. "God... close... you?"

"God, yes, getting very close, baby," Milo nodded, moaning too. "Baby..."

"Yours... I'm yours... and this... god. I can't..." He groaned and arched, his hips trembling at he fisted the other mans cock wildly. "Come with
me... please..."

"God, yes," Milo moaned. "Yes, baby, god..." and he dissolved into moans and whimpers as he came hard.

Zach let himself go, the other mans ass squeezing the come from him. "Oh fuck yes.. god..." He panted against his neck.

Milo reached back, making sure he was holding Zach, not wanting to let him fall.

"That...god I think I went blind for a second there." He laughed shakily, leaning himself against the wall a bit.

"I'm pretty sure we both did,' Milo gasped it out, still not having caught his breath.

Zach slipped out of the other man slowly, guiding him to turn so he could kiss him through their daze. "God you're beautiful..."

Milo flushed. "Thank you... glad you like how I look," he smiled and held tight to Zach. "You make me so happy, baby."

Zach squeezed the other mans shoulders lightly, wrapping around him as tightly as he could. "I'm glad I do, I love making you feel good things, I can
already tell its going to become an addiction."

"Well, I think we're just going to be addicted to each other, I think we can handle that,'" Milo's arms went around Zach.

"Yeah, I like the sound of it actually." He laughed. "Nice to have an addiction that feeds us, makes us better."

"It is," Milo nodded. He pressed kisses over Zach's skin, tasting the water on him. "Better than some..."

"Better then most, I like to think." He reached out, grabbing the soap and washing the other mans back gently before tracing his fingers down to
gently wash his ass.

"Mmm," Milo shivered lightly. "I love the way you make me feel, so gentle and tender when you were so hot and sexy before... love you being so
layered with me."

"It was easier to let you in then I had thought it would be. Not because of you, but because of me." Zach smiled slightly. "I think its cause you're
you though. I feel like you were almost there already."

"I think I was," Milo said. "The only barrier I had to push through was from friends to... to lovers," he said. "I understand what you mean."

"It wasn't far, not for us..." He smiled, pulling back to wash both of their stomachs, cleaning Milo's cock gently when he was done.

"Not far at all, and I'm glad we found it." Milo shivered again under Zach's touch. "God... you affect me so deeply."

Zach set the soap down, splashing water over the other man gently. "We should eat...I'm starving. You're going to be wonderful for keeping me in
shape." He teased.

"Same here," Milo teased back. "We're going to exercise many things about each other, and stop eating sometimes... but yes. Starving."

"You want to wash up more? Or should we go eat?" He asked softly.

"I think we're clean," Milo said, inspecting them both. "So I say food. And maybe Noah can even have some. He's being a good dog."

"He is, he hasn't even whined. That's probably cause he likes you." Zach smiled, moving to turn off the water, and opening the door just enough to
grab the towel.

"The feeling is mutual," Milo said. "He's a great dog." He kissed Zach. "Definitely a bonus here."

Zach took the towel and started to dry the other man, trying to spare his cock as much friction as possible. "And he's got good taste."

"Course he does, he picked you," Milo teased. He knew what Zach meant, but he felt it went both ways. So to speak.

"Technically I picked him, but I'm not going to bicker. I say we eat in bed, what do you think?" He smiled at the thought of the other man beside him
when he woke up.

"Excellent idea," Milo nodded. "That way we can decide to do the dishes in the morning. I like that." He was really looking forward to sleeping with
Zach.

Zach nodded. "We'll just have to put the dishes in the food bag if we don't feel like putting them in the sink so Noah won't get into them. Take care
of the mess in the morning like you said."

"We can do that," Milo agreed. "Because I think that energy drain is going to hit just about the time we eat. Or maybe not too long after." He
stepped out of the bathroom and gave his hips a shake. "Come on, then..."

Zach smiled, following the other man. "Go get into bed, I'll go grab the bag and some silverware."

"Okay,' Milo headed in and propped up the pillows for them, they could set them down later. He then tried to lay on the bed in a fetching way but
thought he was just being silly.

Zach came back a moment later with a bag in hand, giving the other man a smile. "You look like you're posing for a porno baby, not that I mind."

"Well, at least the effect was the one I wanted," Milo pouted a bit. "I feel weird. Good weird." He took the bag and decided that eating was a better
idea.

"Good weird is fine, as long as its not regretful weird." Zach smiled, slipping into the bed and getting comfortable.

"There's nothing we've done today that I'm ever going to regret," Milo said, moving to kiss Zach softly.

Zach smiled and kissed him softly. "I'm glad. Now lets eat before I waste away to nothing before your eyes."

"I'm sure that won't happen," Milo said. But he did dig in anyway. "Oh this is good..."

Zach nodded, taking a few bites. "It smells like half as good as it tastes and it smells amazing!" He laughed.

Milo nodded, not laughing because he was eating. He looked over at Zach and realised that he'd never seen the other man quite this relaxed. It warmed
him to know it was at least in part because of him.

"We're such gluttons. Laying in bed, stuffing our faces after having amazing sex twice...I could so get used to this though." He laughed.

"Sounds like a good way to live, we could work off the food with more amazing sex," Milo teased. "Stay here forever..."

"God if I had the money I might consider it. But I am awful at investing." He laughed.

"You know, I would like to do something like that for a while.... not forever, because well... not possible, but a week or so? Before we head out
into the real world again?" Milo suggested. "We can probably afford that long..."

"We really could just disappear for a little while. And if we needed to, we could get a house out somewhere deserted to disappear to from time to
time. Even alone, just to get out of the city." He smiled at the thought. "Silence can be such a sweet treat for us."

"That's a good idea," Milo nodded. "We could look around a little. New York or LA, though?"

"Well, either would work cause I've got Joe in L.A., and I do go stay with him some. I've pretty much moved here now though. So here would be better
for me. I guess it just matters where we find someplace nice. Maybe somewhere in the middle?" He considered that.

"Somewhere we could really be alone and if we meet people they might not immediately latch onto 'Sylar' and 'Peter'? Sounds like heaven," Milo
smiled.

"Yah I know. I want to be a success, but sometimes its stifling. I'll definitely start putting feelers out for someplace hidden. We just need to be
careful that its not a city that's really homophobic. The last thing we need to explain to our agents is why we got in a fight walking through a town in the
middle of nowhere." He took another bite of his food, letting his mind wander.

"We'll find the right place, even if we have to make our own town and let all the other in the closet celebrities build places near us," Milo said.

Zach let a wicked smile creep across his lips. "That town would be enormous. We'd have to like, buy part of Canada."

"We could do that," Milo said, not at all serious. Really. Though the idea had merit. He laughed. "It would certainly stop the need to come out in
some ways."

"Yah it would, and it would be wonderful. I just wonder how much land we'd need. Just for our friends we'd be fine with an apartment building, but
their friends...and their friends friends..." He chuckled. "It would be a wonderful community though. Full of a lot of amazing and talented people."

"It would," Milo nodded. He went back to eating, but in the back of his mind, he was wondering if this would be doable in any way. They'd need
contacts, but they had them...

"Maybe just a resort. Something where we don't live there full time but when you get in the door, you're safe. Someplace to be yourself, but that way
we don't end up with a colony." Zach suggested.

"I'm so damn tempted," Milo said. "Would it even be doable? Or are we just daydreaming?"

"Well, lets start with getting us a place before we think about making anything bigger. If the opportunity presents itself, then we'll do it." Zach
shrugged. "Or if it becomes something we think we need to do."

"Sounds good," Milo agreed. "Nearly done?" he asked Zach. He was almost finished his food.

Zach nodded. "Yah, it was good so I ate quick." He closed the lid on his box. "God I'm gonna feel full for a week."

"In more than one way if I have my way," Milo flirted, eating the last bite of his. He closed the lid and gave the box to Zach to put in the bag.

Zach chuckled at that. "Oh you'll have your way plenty. That's a promise." He put the box into the bag and set it beside the bed, shifting and turning
off the lamp and laying down, draping an arm around Milo.

Milo snuggled closer. He rested his head on Zach's shoulder. "This... is everything I ever wanted," he murmured.

"I never thought this was what I wanted, but now that I have it, I realize what I was missing." He smiled, grazing his lips against Milo's temple.

"You'll find out much more," Milo turned to kiss Zach's skin. "I promise."

"I have no doubt, you're going to open my mind in amazing ways. Now sleep baby, I know you're worn out." He stroked Milo's back gently.

"Okay," Milo nodded. "Point of note, I don't argue when I'm exhausted..." he yawned, then closed his eyes.